Soul of Moons: Zo... and Positivity...
“Everyone meets 2 types of people: Ones who build you up & ones who tear you down. You’ll thank them both.”
- RealEli (Via Twitter)
In keeping what my new goal of positivity, I’ve decided to start life goals with Evan. Why? Because, as mentioned, Evan is awesome. A lot of the people I deal with lately are just amazingly awesome. I’ve decided to start my new life goals by surrounding myself with positive people. Surrounding yourself with negative people makes you more negative. True story. I’m tired of blaming my surroundings on my sour demeanor. It’s not ALL other people’s fault. I allow me to be this way. I don’t listen to the Representative, Maze or Lyons much anymore. They have thoughts and ideas… SA, Addy, and HER… Well, if you read my entries, you know what I’m getting at. They’re my dominate forces. Especially HER and SA.
Speaking of SA…
I’m almost done with Soul of Moons: Zo. I need to start back on that today actually. I’ve kinda been procrastinating but as of Monday, no later than Tuesday, they’re gonna update my internet. What does that mean? For one, SA can have his stomping grounds back. For two… And this is the best part… Shhh. Can’t say, it’s a surprise. I’m VERY excited tho’. I’ve turned a corner. Whew! Finally.
Oh! SHE’s on the fence with the whole meeting of NB. I forgot to mention that in my other entry. Will I ever call her by her real name? No idea. I did say I missed being a part of Kyle and Kylee’s life tho’. I’m aware it’s not just my fault tho’… I’m merely taking responsibility for my part. All rants aside, I do know I can no longer spend my days in a bubble. In my bubble, last year never happened and I’m always safe. Well, now it’s time to step out. Sure, everything might crash and burn but even if it does, I wanna know I tried. It’s okay tho’. I’m freaked by what I don’t know but, we’re gonna be okay. I know that now.
One day at a time, ya know?
Later
PS: Kyle fell on a greasy bag of ice at work last night. (Dude, I don’t make this shit up. I just report the facts.) I know one thing: Dude stays getting hurt. I think he’s jinxed. I might not want any of his bad juju rubbing off on my skin. Perseriously. (I know it’s not a word. Gah! Go to bed, Julian.)
- RealEli (Via Twitter)
In keeping what my new goal of positivity, I’ve decided to start life goals with Evan. Why? Because, as mentioned, Evan is awesome. A lot of the people I deal with lately are just amazingly awesome. I’ve decided to start my new life goals by surrounding myself with positive people. Surrounding yourself with negative people makes you more negative. True story. I’m tired of blaming my surroundings on my sour demeanor. It’s not ALL other people’s fault. I allow me to be this way. I don’t listen to the Representative, Maze or Lyons much anymore. They have thoughts and ideas… SA, Addy, and HER… Well, if you read my entries, you know what I’m getting at. They’re my dominate forces. Especially HER and SA.
Speaking of SA…
I’m almost done with Soul of Moons: Zo. I need to start back on that today actually. I’ve kinda been procrastinating but as of Monday, no later than Tuesday, they’re gonna update my internet. What does that mean? For one, SA can have his stomping grounds back. For two… And this is the best part… Shhh. Can’t say, it’s a surprise. I’m VERY excited tho’. I’ve turned a corner. Whew! Finally.
Oh! SHE’s on the fence with the whole meeting of NB. I forgot to mention that in my other entry. Will I ever call her by her real name? No idea. I did say I missed being a part of Kyle and Kylee’s life tho’. I’m aware it’s not just my fault tho’… I’m merely taking responsibility for my part. All rants aside, I do know I can no longer spend my days in a bubble. In my bubble, last year never happened and I’m always safe. Well, now it’s time to step out. Sure, everything might crash and burn but even if it does, I wanna know I tried. It’s okay tho’. I’m freaked by what I don’t know but, we’re gonna be okay. I know that now.
One day at a time, ya know?
Later
PS: Kyle fell on a greasy bag of ice at work last night. (Dude, I don’t make this shit up. I just report the facts.) I know one thing: Dude stays getting hurt. I think he’s jinxed. I might not want any of his bad juju rubbing off on my skin. Perseriously. (I know it’s not a word. Gah! Go to bed, Julian.)