Sep 29, 2012 14:41
“It’s better to live out loud than suffer in silence.”
- Me
Houston, we have a problem! I left my MP3 player at work and I’ve gotta work on the last of Soul of Moons: Zo. Last night I wrote quite a bit without the help of music but, sometimes I need a sad song to write something sad. Music generally sets the scene and the mood. I wanna get this done.
***We now interrupt your regularly scheduled entry for a cup of yeyness (Yeyness is a word Julian, I made it up a while back… Gah!)*** This just in!!! Lady and The Tramp is on! When I was like, 10, I loved that movie! *screams* I’m excited!!!*** Now back to your entry***
Might be going to Sherry’s tomorrow. Yey! Providing food and alcohol. Yep, I’m SO in. Might not go if I don’t finish my story tonight tho’. I need to stop procrastinating. It’s such a shame to suck at the simplest tasks. AND to add salt to the wound, it’s something I wanna do for a living. I feel so… So… LOST.
*laughs* I guess I asked for this. I chose an iffy profession. It’s okay tho’. No more negativity. SA’s got this. I can feel it. This is the one. FINALLY. When I finished Transitions last year, I knew it was for me. For one, I was in a bad way and needed somewhere to put my feelings. For two, it would be hard to market all that crazy and for me to admit it, trust me, that’s saying something. Don’t get me wrong. I’m glad I wrote it. It pulled me up when I was at my lowest. AND it kinda drove me crazy because of the similarities and whatnot but as of now, I embrace my crazy. Every inch of it and you know what? That’s okay.
Later
work,
novel,
movies,
writing,
starving artist