I don't want to stifle your flight, I didn't mean to fall in love...
after that horrible
day, jasmine got me out of my house and i had a really good night. then
the next day i hung out with dan and then with emma and alicia and
watched the virgin suicides. then yesterdayyy i had work and then went
out and i had another fun night. i had work really early this morning
and that killedd me but i bounced back haha now i'm just bored and i'm
too late to catch emma's cheerleading competition cause i think alicia
already left hah. the only person i really can depend on these days is
myself...and even that's a challenge haha. it sucks that it has to be
like that. i do feel very alone and all that, and i am scared
that i will make bad decisions because of me just needing something you
know...no you prolly don't lol. but if i can just find a way to keep it
so that i'm busy or having fun and don't have time to sit and think
then i'll be alright except for those decision making things...but i've been good about that so far.