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Baby crying. Sherriy yelling. Jody, Derek, and Jesse huddled around a war game in the living room in front of the T.V. Desiree isolating herself with the computer and a great emo song... this is my life tonight.
Hey, guess what? I weigh one hundred and thirty five pounds! Wow! That's ten pounds I've lost since I moved in with Jody and Sherriy a little over a month ago. I would like to thank my recent loss of appetite and the couple miles a day walks I tend to take. That would be the walking to and fro school and then wherever I go in between and after.
I was unaware of my weight until I went over to Haley's Tuesday and weighed myself. Cari is completely insane! She's five foot six and weighs one hundred and thirteen pounds. She was 120-something earlier in the year.
I wish I knew the name of this song I'm listening to... a friend of cari and tessa's, Tony, has it on his myspace profile. (I "met" him today. I've met him before, but it was over a year ago, so of course, I didnt expect him to remember me. He's pretty cute in person... and in pictures... yeah, he's a hottie.) The song is so good... it makes me happy, but at the same time sad. I've felt that a lot lately.
The day Zach and I were suppose to get together and talk, he called saying we'd have to meet the next day after school, so we did, but he said he'd have to come by my house later... well, I wound up staying the night with Haley last night, which was a good move on my part. He never called or came by, Jody said. I dont care... okay, I do. I care immensely, but, I had a great time with Haley and I'm really glad I choose to be with her :)
Zach. That asshole. You know what? He's been hanging all over this girl named Chelsea at school... and guess what... she's 14. Same as me (for 23 more days, that is). This makes me extremely angry considering one of the reasons why he broke up with me was because of my age... which makes me even more angry because he always said my age didnt matter... sigh... Tessa told me he's a troubled boy and I should forget him, then aaron's advice in my last entry... I guess it will happen within time.
Zach's going to Wyoming this fall for College... God... I need to stop thinking about him. It breaks my heart in two every time. I must focus on other things.
I spent today with Haley (as well as Tessa and cari) and we took pictures together on her digital camera... I felt so pretty. I had on my black vans, black socks, black underwear, a white bra (I hate mismatching, but until I get 10 dollars to buy a black bra, fuck it), a pair of tessa's ripped in the knee jeans, (she's a size bigger than me so they were baggy), her white belt with hearts cut out of them, a black long sleeved shirt Sherriy bought me for Christmas, Haley's black scarf, and Haley's green DC zip up hoodie. Oh yeah. I felt hardcore. Not to mention my hair was flipped out... I cant wait for Haley to send the pictures we took! Hopefully she wont put it off for a month or two like she usually does... :(
We're going to join art club together Tuesday, and then we plan on going to the fitness room together a couple days after school to run on the tremills... we both want to tone up.
I'm alone in the house right now. Well, besides the baby, but she's asleep. I like it, though. I'm able to listen to music without those fucking small headphones jammed in my ears.
Spoke too soon. Theyre back.
Oh! Yay! The name of the song is "Haligh, Haligh, a Lie, Haligh" by Bright eyes. Yes! :D Now I can download it! :D It's so great!
I really want to see the movie Garden State. It looks so good! :( I saw Wicker Park in theatres. That was a good movie, too.
I've written a lot today... I did in my last entry, too. I'm bored, I guess. I emailed Haley twice already since I left her house :P The first email was me telling her I wish she were online and I miss her, then the second one was me telling her the name of the song because she wanted to know what it was, too.
Not many people read my livejournal anymore, but I can live with that. To the people that do, thanks, and have fun with this one.
~rag doll
Hey, guess what? I weigh one hundred and thirty five pounds! Wow! That's ten pounds I've lost since I moved in with Jody and Sherriy a little over a month ago. I would like to thank my recent loss of appetite and the couple miles a day walks I tend to take. That would be the walking to and fro school and then wherever I go in between and after.
I was unaware of my weight until I went over to Haley's Tuesday and weighed myself. Cari is completely insane! She's five foot six and weighs one hundred and thirteen pounds. She was 120-something earlier in the year.
I wish I knew the name of this song I'm listening to... a friend of cari and tessa's, Tony, has it on his myspace profile. (I "met" him today. I've met him before, but it was over a year ago, so of course, I didnt expect him to remember me. He's pretty cute in person... and in pictures... yeah, he's a hottie.) The song is so good... it makes me happy, but at the same time sad. I've felt that a lot lately.
The day Zach and I were suppose to get together and talk, he called saying we'd have to meet the next day after school, so we did, but he said he'd have to come by my house later... well, I wound up staying the night with Haley last night, which was a good move on my part. He never called or came by, Jody said. I dont care... okay, I do. I care immensely, but, I had a great time with Haley and I'm really glad I choose to be with her :)
Zach. That asshole. You know what? He's been hanging all over this girl named Chelsea at school... and guess what... she's 14. Same as me (for 23 more days, that is). This makes me extremely angry considering one of the reasons why he broke up with me was because of my age... which makes me even more angry because he always said my age didnt matter... sigh... Tessa told me he's a troubled boy and I should forget him, then aaron's advice in my last entry... I guess it will happen within time.
Zach's going to Wyoming this fall for College... God... I need to stop thinking about him. It breaks my heart in two every time. I must focus on other things.
I spent today with Haley (as well as Tessa and cari) and we took pictures together on her digital camera... I felt so pretty. I had on my black vans, black socks, black underwear, a white bra (I hate mismatching, but until I get 10 dollars to buy a black bra, fuck it), a pair of tessa's ripped in the knee jeans, (she's a size bigger than me so they were baggy), her white belt with hearts cut out of them, a black long sleeved shirt Sherriy bought me for Christmas, Haley's black scarf, and Haley's green DC zip up hoodie. Oh yeah. I felt hardcore. Not to mention my hair was flipped out... I cant wait for Haley to send the pictures we took! Hopefully she wont put it off for a month or two like she usually does... :(
We're going to join art club together Tuesday, and then we plan on going to the fitness room together a couple days after school to run on the tremills... we both want to tone up.
I'm alone in the house right now. Well, besides the baby, but she's asleep. I like it, though. I'm able to listen to music without those fucking small headphones jammed in my ears.
Spoke too soon. Theyre back.
Oh! Yay! The name of the song is "Haligh, Haligh, a Lie, Haligh" by Bright eyes. Yes! :D Now I can download it! :D It's so great!
I really want to see the movie Garden State. It looks so good! :( I saw Wicker Park in theatres. That was a good movie, too.
I've written a lot today... I did in my last entry, too. I'm bored, I guess. I emailed Haley twice already since I left her house :P The first email was me telling her I wish she were online and I miss her, then the second one was me telling her the name of the song because she wanted to know what it was, too.
Not many people read my livejournal anymore, but I can live with that. To the people that do, thanks, and have fun with this one.
~rag doll