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Dear Journal,
Life sucks sometimes.
So much is going on, my head feels like its going to explode.
In the next 2 weeks, my mom is getting neck surgery, my brother is moving to Taiwan and I won't see him for a year, Shauna is moving out, I'm turning 21, I'll be graduating college, I'll be applying for a new college, I'm going to be working like crazy to save some money for next year, and to top it off, I'm having a few other hard spots in my life that I'd rather not talk about on here.
Through it all, though, I'm learning. I'm learning a lot about life. I suppose I would be complaining about how boring my life was right now had none of this been going on. So, I'm just going to take the positive out of all of this and do the best I can.
Major focus of my life right now? Learning to just trust God's guidance in life, rather than stubbornly trying to do everything my own way because "i just know its right". I avoid too many things God wants me to do because I always think that my way will be better, yet I'm always wrong.
Life sucks sometimes.
So much is going on, my head feels like its going to explode.
In the next 2 weeks, my mom is getting neck surgery, my brother is moving to Taiwan and I won't see him for a year, Shauna is moving out, I'm turning 21, I'll be graduating college, I'll be applying for a new college, I'm going to be working like crazy to save some money for next year, and to top it off, I'm having a few other hard spots in my life that I'd rather not talk about on here.
Through it all, though, I'm learning. I'm learning a lot about life. I suppose I would be complaining about how boring my life was right now had none of this been going on. So, I'm just going to take the positive out of all of this and do the best I can.
Major focus of my life right now? Learning to just trust God's guidance in life, rather than stubbornly trying to do everything my own way because "i just know its right". I avoid too many things God wants me to do because I always think that my way will be better, yet I'm always wrong.