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[shananas_life]

I just wrote so much and I pressed something and it all got deleted so I have to type it all again. I always like the wrong guys! I think I like this kid Rob. Not the Rob I'v told you about before cuz that Rob is Robin. This is a different Rob. But I shouldnt like him cuz hes one of Tim's good friends and Tim still likes me and thinks he "loves" me and then Tim's cousin (who ive become good friends with) like Rob too and she liked him first. He's also friends with Robin. Ugh I dont know. He makes me really happy though. Well anyways, I went with Shannen to get her belly button pierced yesterday and Shaela to get her nose pierced. Shannen passed out and I felt so bad. I got really worried cuz I've never seen anyone pass out before and I love her so much and if anything happened to her I would die. But shes fine now and her belly button looks great! I'm so proud of her. Shaela's nose looks sooooo good too. I'm glad she got it done. I rubbed her leg while she was getting it done and I put a little pressure on it too so it would take her mind off her nose a little. She was allowed to have two people in the room and she picked me and her mom and it made me feel good cuz there were so many people there that she could have picked but she picked me. She wanted her mom to hold one of her hands and me to hold the other but the lady needed to stand on one side of her to pierce her nose so I just let her mom sit on the other side and hold her hand and I just rubbed her leg. She did such a good job though. I was supposed to get my nose done yesterday too but my mom went back on her word which ive probably told you though. But when my mom saw Shannen's belly button she said maybe I can get it pierced soon. She said she'll think about it the next week and she said I probably can and if not during this summer then soon like during the year or soemthing. Ok well now I'm caught up to where I had written before it got erased. Well, only next week and the following monday left of summer school. I'm happy about that but then again im not. I'm gonna miss seeing everyone every morning. But starting tomorrow theres only a month left until we go back to school. So ill get to see them soon enough after summer school ends. I'm kind of worried cuz I dont really like reading unless its a book im interested in and im not interested in any of the books I have to read for AP english so I'm only on chapter 3 in the first book and I'm kind of worried I wont finish them but this kind of stuff always happens and I know I end up finishing it and things work out so ill try not to worry. And Shannen is reading the same books as me and shes only on chapter 2 in the first book so its ok I guess. K well I'm sorry I wrote so much. I always seem to write a lot but a lot happens in life lol. K well talk to you later.

<3...i've never been so confused with guys before. I promise i'll always love you though even if I really like someone else. <3