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Hmm well yesterday I wrote a whole journal entry at shannen's house and it got erased when I was like on my last sentence so I was too lazy to write it again so this one will make up for it I guess. I forgot to tell funny stories about the concert so here they are. The guy behind me was drunk and he hit me in the head really hard with like his elbow or something and he started laughing and he grabbed my head and was like "ooh im sorry hahaha" and while he was saying sorry he kept pushing my head down and in my head I was like its ok its ok!!! lol and then the guy behind Shannen was drunk too and he hit her in the head and he goes "haha and I just had butter" and like he was touching her in the head and it was funny but thats kind of gross. But I dont know where he got butter from at a concert lol. Ooh well. It was a really good concert.
Shay came back here yesterday and shes staying for a week. We all missed her so we we're glad shes back. Ooh man was last night a fun and interesting night. It has to happen again sometime lol. Ashlee came over today cuz Shannen and Shaela had to go to their cousins party or something so yeah. Me and Ashlee ran and jumped in the pool with all our clothes on in the rain. We did it twice actually lol. I was stupid and found myself being soaking wet with a white shirt on. I'm so stupid sometimes. Then we came inside and went in the shower with our clothes on. It was warm lol and we needed that cuz we were freezing.
Ahh I had something else to say and I cant remember it!!.............thinking...........ooh wait I got it. I talked to Devin last night for like the first time in a month. I was trying so hard to make it without talking to him for a long time but it was too hard. I love him and I cant go that long without talking to someone I love. He just got back from camp but he left for it again today cuz he goes for like two weeks every summer. I dont know if I should ask him out or not ugh. I hate when girls ask guys out but I think if they really love the guy and they have gone out with them for a while before then they can. And we went out for like 5 months before and I really love him so I think maybe I will. Alright thats enough torture for you to read for one night. Ill write later.
<3.....I love you but I really like you and Im not sure if I can say love for you yet.........so confused <3?