in a weird state
i hate not being able to say the right thing. you know, there's some people that just have comforting words & years of wisdom & kind advice to give. ..i dont have that skill. i just wasnt born with it. or i havent learned it. im really a compassionate person those things just dont come out of my mouth. what does is "im sorry" "you need a hug". what kind of shit is that when youre going through something so extreme & unfathomable to me? i have no clue how to begin to imagine how you feel. i dont know. i try. sympathetic, empathetic, apathetic, PATHETIC. i am pathetic.
i hope to make things a little better.
also hoping that tonight happens. id understand if i didnt, but i cant lie & say i wouldnt be disappointed. whats noose.new. & i dont mean that in a bad way..its just that things come up. and stuff..
i have a fever..i think? im cold. ..dont have heat again..but do have a new stove? srsly hate jh berry.
on to the wknd. roll tide roll.
i hope to make things a little better.
also hoping that tonight happens. id understand if i didnt, but i cant lie & say i wouldnt be disappointed. whats noose.new. & i dont mean that in a bad way..its just that things come up. and stuff..
i have a fever..i think? im cold. ..dont have heat again..but do have a new stove? srsly hate jh berry.
on to the wknd. roll tide roll.