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my uncle (favorite uncle) had brain surgery. he has brain & lung cancer, my cousin (his daughter) just had her son, which they were just told has down syndrome. my moms boyfriend is having surgery today & starts dialasis thursday (i dont think he's even 50 yet) & i just left hospital. i almost lost my right kidney. what the hell? hah
im glad to not be in pain any more. not happy to be stuck at home until thursday with NO pay. thumbs down.
i had the strangest dream during my maybe 2hrs of sleep last night that my stepmom lived in my complex. it was a long drawn out story that ill spare you. very odd though. especially since i keep "request to add as friend" on fb & she keeps hitting ignore. hah. i just remembered that i forgot to tell my dad about my trip to st.vincents. guess ill send him a text. why do i let this bother me?? he was never around. for what reason do i need him in my life now?
i want all the crazy shit to stop & my bad karma streak to stop or whatever it is thats going on & for my life to be normalish again.
im missing someone right now.
terrence cody is being a bad kitty.
im glad to not be in pain any more. not happy to be stuck at home until thursday with NO pay. thumbs down.
i had the strangest dream during my maybe 2hrs of sleep last night that my stepmom lived in my complex. it was a long drawn out story that ill spare you. very odd though. especially since i keep "request to add as friend" on fb & she keeps hitting ignore. hah. i just remembered that i forgot to tell my dad about my trip to st.vincents. guess ill send him a text. why do i let this bother me?? he was never around. for what reason do i need him in my life now?
i want all the crazy shit to stop & my bad karma streak to stop or whatever it is thats going on & for my life to be normalish again.
im missing someone right now.
terrence cody is being a bad kitty.