Jon
It's raining out today as it was yesterday. So nice, i just threw open my windows yesterday and spent all day in bed with the man I love.
Things are going well, I've been teasing Jon about when he'll propose. He says it will be a surprise, as I guess it should be. I think a year or two for our engagement would be perfect, I dunno, it will be a while at the very least but no 5 year thing egads! Kinda excited also non-plus kinda like I always felt things would end up like this for me (which I don't think I did, atleast not with Jon) Plans can change and marriage doesn't mean that much to me, it's just a title, it doesn't change the relationship at all.
I love him to death, and I admit, I can be kinda mean, and I'm not the easiest person to live with, hell, I'm more than a little trying at times, and I know that, and I do my best to make clear how much I love him and the fact that I'm happy he doesn't try to change me or anything.
The only "issue" I have is clinginess, I'm trying to put alittle distance between us cause we CAN'T be together 24/7 no matter how much we want too. I want to know if we have to be apart if things will be the same for us. We've spent a "few" nights apart and that seemed to go well, so atleast there's that. He is getting much better, and I thank him for that.
Anyways, Love