If it goes on raining, there will be a pretty nice flood here, it already started today. I can't stand this country anymore... Can I go back to Finland now please ( Read more... )

Last day. I am fucking sad and even almost cried in the bus, texting my mom that I bought some Finnish vodka for them and she was telling me that she has Martini ( Read more... )

Today was the last day of exams for the DP in Multilingual Management Assistants. It went fine and smooth, I think. They said the results will be available on the 30th of May. I'll be a nervous wreck till then.
Then I've spent the whole day with Toni, doing some really stupid things xD We also saw some pervy swans at the sea today, that were showing ( Read more... )

So today was the 1st full day in Finland and it was.....too many words and emotions at once :D ( Read more... )

Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel
Like i am home again, whenever I'm alone with
You, you make me feel like I am whole again

However far away I will always love you,
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

This goes to all the people mentioned in the following ( Read more... )

 I've been suffering some severe pms this week, I guess. I've realised I deleted 2 Finnish guys from my msn, during this week. They were dumbfucks. Remember that Teemu I wrote about a while ago? Well he was one of them, went to hell today. There must be something seriously wrong with me, I delete Finnish guys who tell me I'm sexy and that they want ( Read more... )

Well, today is our 1 year anniversary with Toni. I can't even believe it that a whole year has passed already. Beats all my records in internet friendship with guys. Of course we managed to have a quarrel today, just as I expected *sigh* And I'm still angry. But nevertheless, he is still my favourite snoochiepooch ( Read more... )

So it`s all over. Me and Toni are no longer friends and some of you can guess why. Otherwise, don`t ask.
No more sex clouds, no more pervy pillows and cheek sex. I`m a cat that walks by herself. And I, for once, should stop being so open to people. Mostly they don`t deserve this. 
@ Monica, I will put all my hope and beliefs in what you said today.


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...for a little while.. for a few seconds... but I was happy for real! Almost forgot how it feels... <3