show me an expensive necklace, and i'll show you a door

Aug 21, 2005 00:46

ugh... what day is it now? i've been such a jerk recently, i'm lacking sleep so bad its permanately affected my mood. i'm shocked at how fast i can have a mood swing, like in the middle of a sentance. it was especially bad at work today. these guys i work with were REALLY REALLY REALLY pissing me off. seriously, i was so pissed i couldn't see straight. i was ready to leave as soon as they came.
also, i went to chrissy's house for a 'girlie-girlie' party. i came late. we ate pizza and watched a movie with slippers and robes and painted our nails and talked. the only thing we didn't do was eat ice cream. damn. the more friends of hers i meet, the more i like my own. they thought i was ownly mildly entertaining, which is soooo cruel to say to me.
yeah, so that was my weekened, i think.
thursday, i hung over at liz's house after school and friday, i went out to dinner with andrea and her mom and afterwards we both went to try on ONE, count with me, ONE single dress at dillards. also, while we were there, i found out how much my necklace costs. $150.00. wtf?!?! i've NEVER spent that much on a gift, not to anyone, and certainly for no reason at all. this whole thing is sooo confusing. i need space, but he wants to be closer. plus, he thinks i'm dying and he wants to have kids with me. i'm just a little freaked out right now, especially since i've reformed all my old crushes since school started again. people i like just keep getting hotter and hotter as time passes. too bad i don't have a chance or any of them to even look my way.
oh well, i'm content, for now.
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