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well, i think my life has basically gone from tolerable to a hellish inferno of impending doom (yes, that extreme)
i'm barely one week into school, and i've already messed up everything i possibly can, which ranges from image to friends to schoolwork to wrong classes. i have three, THREE, AP classes which are hard enough by themselves. but it isn't the comprehension part, it's the homework. i'm trying to balance school, my job and my social life, but i'm failing miserably. i haven't had a single second of "me-time" for the past week and a half.
worse, my romantic life is on the rocks. despite us having our one month anniversery two weeks ago or something (he gave me a pretty necklace) all i have to show from this relationship is a few kisses and empty promises. this is definitely NOT the elated, thrilled, giddy feeling i was hoping for. does it come with time? do i keep waiting? or will it never happen between us at all? I'M SO CONFUZZLED!
in fact, i shouldn't even be awake right now. i run on four hours of sleep and a rockstar to get me through the school day, the work day, and homework time. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE AND IT ISN'T EVEN FRIDAY YET!!!!
how can i survive this year when i've barely survived the first week?
my life is beginning to depress me just by thinking about it. for some reason, untitled by simple plan seems to fit, as well as listen to your heart by dht. oh well, life goes
i'm barely one week into school, and i've already messed up everything i possibly can, which ranges from image to friends to schoolwork to wrong classes. i have three, THREE, AP classes which are hard enough by themselves. but it isn't the comprehension part, it's the homework. i'm trying to balance school, my job and my social life, but i'm failing miserably. i haven't had a single second of "me-time" for the past week and a half.
worse, my romantic life is on the rocks. despite us having our one month anniversery two weeks ago or something (he gave me a pretty necklace) all i have to show from this relationship is a few kisses and empty promises. this is definitely NOT the elated, thrilled, giddy feeling i was hoping for. does it come with time? do i keep waiting? or will it never happen between us at all? I'M SO CONFUZZLED!
in fact, i shouldn't even be awake right now. i run on four hours of sleep and a rockstar to get me through the school day, the work day, and homework time. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE AND IT ISN'T EVEN FRIDAY YET!!!!
how can i survive this year when i've barely survived the first week?
my life is beginning to depress me just by thinking about it. for some reason, untitled by simple plan seems to fit, as well as listen to your heart by dht. oh well, life goes