i live!!!
well, i don't remember the last time i posted, it's been that long. life has been on and off wonderful and horrible the past few weeks. some days are great, others i just want to crawl under my bed and starve myself to death while reading seventeen magazine or something. yeah, it's like that.
but like the lows are really, really low, the highs are awesomely high. today was one of those high days. i've pretty much established my place everywhere i need to go, so i'm not really thinking about discovering myself as much as i'm trying to recreate myself. all the stress of trying to fit that picture perfect model is too much, so i'm wearing almost whatever the hell i want, and doing a pretty good job, i might add.
still kinda going out with my boyfriend, but we had a fight last friday and it's basically over, but i can't call him to tell him that because he got kicked out of his house and got his cell phone taken away. so it's over, but he doesn't know it yet.
btw, yurigan leaves on saturday and julio's been all buddy-buddy with me since that last incident. i dunno if its just cause he's dating lish or if he really thinks i'm cool or not. strange italian guys....what can you do?
oh, and i've decided to join the MSU! (minority student union) i mean, c'mon, i'm a minority, right? i dare you to find another canadian-czech. seriously, how did those two even come together?!?!
i'm back at my job, but only on the weekends. during the week, i socialize and do my hours of AP work, which i haven't been trying in and passing really well. AP is not as tough as i was lead to remember.... hm....
anyways, that's pretty much it.
i lied.
i have jazz lessons for the piano now! i'm already learning the basics and he said i'm very advanced for a pianist and that within a few weeks or months i should be fairly good at this. i'm soooo psyched, cause i already have a piece i've been working on all week to practice. it's gonna be so cool when i can play with a real band or something! improv, you know?
that's all!
adios amigos~
but like the lows are really, really low, the highs are awesomely high. today was one of those high days. i've pretty much established my place everywhere i need to go, so i'm not really thinking about discovering myself as much as i'm trying to recreate myself. all the stress of trying to fit that picture perfect model is too much, so i'm wearing almost whatever the hell i want, and doing a pretty good job, i might add.
still kinda going out with my boyfriend, but we had a fight last friday and it's basically over, but i can't call him to tell him that because he got kicked out of his house and got his cell phone taken away. so it's over, but he doesn't know it yet.
btw, yurigan leaves on saturday and julio's been all buddy-buddy with me since that last incident. i dunno if its just cause he's dating lish or if he really thinks i'm cool or not. strange italian guys....what can you do?
oh, and i've decided to join the MSU! (minority student union) i mean, c'mon, i'm a minority, right? i dare you to find another canadian-czech. seriously, how did those two even come together?!?!
i'm back at my job, but only on the weekends. during the week, i socialize and do my hours of AP work, which i haven't been trying in and passing really well. AP is not as tough as i was lead to remember.... hm....
anyways, that's pretty much it.
i lied.
i have jazz lessons for the piano now! i'm already learning the basics and he said i'm very advanced for a pianist and that within a few weeks or months i should be fairly good at this. i'm soooo psyched, cause i already have a piece i've been working on all week to practice. it's gonna be so cool when i can play with a real band or something! improv, you know?
that's all!
adios amigos~