Meor....
So I woke up this morning feeling undeniably depress-ed. I had a fun fun night. Went to sleep well. And had a pleasant dream. Which lasted a while. But I woke up so sad and unhappy and alone.
My dream was of course about Jeff, my first boyfriend. And since he left me and was always leaving for his job I think I woke up and felt that I was being left, alone. And it made me feel like crying, of course I havent been able to get myself to cry in a few weeks, which is weird. But I just realized that I still miss miss really bad and I feel kinda dumb bc its been over two years about and Im still getting sad over him. But I do miss him. And wouldnt mind seeing him again.
Recent events I guess triggered this feeling. And though they shouldnt I find myself bent over it. Meor.
**end of rant**
My dream was of course about Jeff, my first boyfriend. And since he left me and was always leaving for his job I think I woke up and felt that I was being left, alone. And it made me feel like crying, of course I havent been able to get myself to cry in a few weeks, which is weird. But I just realized that I still miss miss really bad and I feel kinda dumb bc its been over two years about and Im still getting sad over him. But I do miss him. And wouldnt mind seeing him again.
Recent events I guess triggered this feeling. And though they shouldnt I find myself bent over it. Meor.
**end of rant**