Tribute

Nov 05, 2005 22:01

This is a Tribute. For Every guy I ever liked or fell in love with, for every person I’ve ever envied, for every person who couldn’t decide or make a choice, for happy people, sad people, anyone who’s heart is heavy and for the ones who can’t cry and just can’t win.

Tribute

I felt the earth shaking and I looked around to see what was making it tremble.
Then I looked at myself and realized it wasn’t the Earth.
It was me.
As my memories faded into view, my mind at a constant race,
I realized I couldn’t see you.
You weren’t there.
And the more I tried to tell you the less you heard.
Until I had completely faded away.
And yet you did nothing. Nor did I. I couldn’t.
Helpless to my own suicide.
And I tried to cry, to cause myself to feel the pain I was experiencing
But I couldn’t feel anymore.
I wanted to tell you.
Scream out loud the pain and anguish I felt.
But you just weren’t listening.
And somehow it all seemed so familiar. This pain.
How it felt before our problems.
And now my world was crumbling before my eyes.
Then I heard you but among the trembling you failed to mention the truth.
And I died.
And my happiness fell to pieces because I was waiting for something that I knew
Would never happen. I waited and Waited!
And I knew…
My false hopes and promises drown me in happiness and eternal punishment.
Maybe I was just looking for a reason to hate myself.
I guess I’m sorry.
I’m happy I know you.

I guess I miss you too much…
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