ah forget it, fuck
fucking drama...its kinda funny though how i stayed up all night making something special for someone on my mp3 player only for them to reject it over the notion that he is one of my top friends on mysp and his girlfriend became hysterical. so what she already knew we were added to each others friends list what difference does it make what rank or order they appear in! i made him feel inferior however and he shut me out. i dont know how many times or how else i can declare my point that i do not want to become his girlfriend, im fine with the way it is now which is nothing but beacause im seen as a threat i must really have a hidden agenda up my sleeve. why cant he just be comfortable with defending me as just a friend..which i think i know but like i said i dont even want that he's just attracting in an awkward way but they want me to be the wolf so i'll leave the little paranoid piggys alone.