Don't You Worry 'Bout A Damn Thing
i dont have school tomorrow! yes yes babay whatetetatwhwat
or tuesday at all.
i do though, have to go in to register for my classes tomorrow, which is the biggest waste of time becasue it takes like 10 minutes. but my mother dear is driving me so that wont be so bad. also one of my friends goes around the same time so maybe i wont go home right away.
this weekend was eh.
today i had voice lesson. sometimes i feel so stupid telling people i go. i think its cause i feel like, if i didnt even get into the school like, i look kind of redic going to sep. lessons and still wanting to be good. thats kind of how i feel about applying for sketch book art, except i didnt audition for lag for that, and i dont audition for this either so i dont exactly know if im bad or not. but i feel like these talents belong to other people and im just every other person that sucks but still retardedly tries. and i guess it kind of sucks how low my self esteem is.
anyway. im pretty in love with my teacher. usually when i have teachers for anything ie. ive taken dance, guitar, piano, voice. i usually just dont feel comfortable with the teacher. for some reason i just get along with her and am usually not afraid to sing for her. sometimes we do exercises that make me sound stupid but thats mostly me not wanting to hear it either.
anyway. so i have one more paid lesson with her and then she said maybe i should go to mercedes. another lady that works there because she is a professional opera singer. and that made me sad but its true, ive been feeling like she doesnt really know much about singing because she is really a piano teacher. if not, ill just ask laurie to refer me to one.
so after my lesson, i went driving. today i did so much. i went for about an hour and a half. i went all around 81, 141, johnson, etc. and thenwhen my mom picked me up at night me and my grandma convinced her to let me drive. im glad im getting so much practice, in Yakima just weeks ago, i was so afraid and i wasjust in the parking lots and back roads!
what else whatelse. after that i went home for a little and then i went to alex's. i did all his art homework and helped him with math and chem. we took a little break in between and went to japanese but we went to this place on mosholu. it was pretty dang cheap and it was mad good. when were walking there there are like these little girls that are in love with him and they were like giggling when we passed by. and they are like 2. it was pretty annoying. also, when we were walking home the sky was so mad nice. it was blue, with these pinkish stripes. we planned to sit on his balcony when we got back so i could draw it but we forgot haha. anyway it was almost sort of fun doing textbook homework, but not really. i love learning things from people, and being explained instead of reading stupid definitions and stuff.
i want so many things for my birthday and its so far away. i wish there my parents decided this year they want to celebrate my half birthday and treat it like my real one. We need to keep planning our BOAT IDEA!
i have other stuff to say. but its depressing me too much.
or tuesday at all.
i do though, have to go in to register for my classes tomorrow, which is the biggest waste of time becasue it takes like 10 minutes. but my mother dear is driving me so that wont be so bad. also one of my friends goes around the same time so maybe i wont go home right away.
this weekend was eh.
today i had voice lesson. sometimes i feel so stupid telling people i go. i think its cause i feel like, if i didnt even get into the school like, i look kind of redic going to sep. lessons and still wanting to be good. thats kind of how i feel about applying for sketch book art, except i didnt audition for lag for that, and i dont audition for this either so i dont exactly know if im bad or not. but i feel like these talents belong to other people and im just every other person that sucks but still retardedly tries. and i guess it kind of sucks how low my self esteem is.
anyway. im pretty in love with my teacher. usually when i have teachers for anything ie. ive taken dance, guitar, piano, voice. i usually just dont feel comfortable with the teacher. for some reason i just get along with her and am usually not afraid to sing for her. sometimes we do exercises that make me sound stupid but thats mostly me not wanting to hear it either.
anyway. so i have one more paid lesson with her and then she said maybe i should go to mercedes. another lady that works there because she is a professional opera singer. and that made me sad but its true, ive been feeling like she doesnt really know much about singing because she is really a piano teacher. if not, ill just ask laurie to refer me to one.
so after my lesson, i went driving. today i did so much. i went for about an hour and a half. i went all around 81, 141, johnson, etc. and thenwhen my mom picked me up at night me and my grandma convinced her to let me drive. im glad im getting so much practice, in Yakima just weeks ago, i was so afraid and i wasjust in the parking lots and back roads!
what else whatelse. after that i went home for a little and then i went to alex's. i did all his art homework and helped him with math and chem. we took a little break in between and went to japanese but we went to this place on mosholu. it was pretty dang cheap and it was mad good. when were walking there there are like these little girls that are in love with him and they were like giggling when we passed by. and they are like 2. it was pretty annoying. also, when we were walking home the sky was so mad nice. it was blue, with these pinkish stripes. we planned to sit on his balcony when we got back so i could draw it but we forgot haha. anyway it was almost sort of fun doing textbook homework, but not really. i love learning things from people, and being explained instead of reading stupid definitions and stuff.
i want so many things for my birthday and its so far away. i wish there my parents decided this year they want to celebrate my half birthday and treat it like my real one. We need to keep planning our BOAT IDEA!
i have other stuff to say. but its depressing me too much.