I warned you about the monster that lives inside of me [consider__this]
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Lindsey's breath is hot and heavy in my ear, the warmth spreading over my neck and making me arch up towards him with want. His body is hard and heavy against mine, pinning me hard to the bed as I let a bit of control slip to him, the want and need for someone else to have the power becoming almost too much for me.
It's amazing how much can change in a day, how much you can find yourself not who you were when you went to sleep. The scariest of all? Finding out you need someone much more than you ever planned on.
"Ready for me, baby?"
I nod quietly, unable to trust my voice and worried that it's going to give away something I don't want it to. Swallowing hard I bend my leg up and wrap my thigh around his waist and edge my body closer to his. "Yes," I pant softly, leaning up as best I could to him to nip and bite playfully at his skin. "Can't...can't wait."
There's a feeling in my stomach and I feel thankful that I made him feed me before, the mixture of lust and hunger would have been too much for me to hold back on.
Lapping softly at Lindsey's neck I rock my hips up to his, waiting for him to stop teasing me and giving me what I know we both want - and need - now. I can feel my face shift, the bones and muscles pulling and shifting to bring out the monster inside of me again.
I close my eyes and try to make it go away, I need to remember that Lindsey isn't like Spike; not at all. I can't bite him during sex or foreplay, Lindsey's human and he doesn't heal as fast as a vampire could. The last thing I need or want right now is to hurt the one person that's on my side.
Suddenly, I feel Lindsey's hand in my hair, pulling my face up to look at his as I gaze at him through yellow eyes. I feel his grip on me tighten again and even though I know I could get out, I find that I don't want to. I need this right now.
I need him.
Lindsey's breath is hot and heavy in my ear, the warmth spreading over my neck and making me arch up towards him with want. His body is hard and heavy against mine, pinning me hard to the bed as I let a bit of control slip to him, the want and need for someone else to have the power becoming almost too much for me.
It's amazing how much can change in a day, how much you can find yourself not who you were when you went to sleep. The scariest of all? Finding out you need someone much more than you ever planned on.
"Ready for me, baby?"
I nod quietly, unable to trust my voice and worried that it's going to give away something I don't want it to. Swallowing hard I bend my leg up and wrap my thigh around his waist and edge my body closer to his. "Yes," I pant softly, leaning up as best I could to him to nip and bite playfully at his skin. "Can't...can't wait."
There's a feeling in my stomach and I feel thankful that I made him feed me before, the mixture of lust and hunger would have been too much for me to hold back on.
Lapping softly at Lindsey's neck I rock my hips up to his, waiting for him to stop teasing me and giving me what I know we both want - and need - now. I can feel my face shift, the bones and muscles pulling and shifting to bring out the monster inside of me again.
I close my eyes and try to make it go away, I need to remember that Lindsey isn't like Spike; not at all. I can't bite him during sex or foreplay, Lindsey's human and he doesn't heal as fast as a vampire could. The last thing I need or want right now is to hurt the one person that's on my side.
Suddenly, I feel Lindsey's hand in my hair, pulling my face up to look at his as I gaze at him through yellow eyes. I feel his grip on me tighten again and even though I know I could get out, I find that I don't want to. I need this right now.
I need him.