Yeah Whatever
I don't know why sometimes I have the friends I do. I feel majority of the time I'm just there either to take up space or sometimes just to be used. Do I really want friends like that? Is it actually worth having them? I love the life I have right now but I sometimes question it. Oh come on it's full of drama. Everyone I know have some type of drama. Yes don't get me wrong but I know I have it also. But I'm just getting tired of it. I think I'm just getting tired of the whole gay scene. I really don't know if I'm ready for a committment or not I just know that its usually good to have someone there every so often.
Life for me is not as pleasant than normal people. Oh come on my doctor keeps telling me that I'm dying and I'm still living. I don't know why I'm still here. Sometimes I feel that I shouldn't be here. I'm just a waste of space. I don't have anyone in my life that really cares about me. People say they do but I don't really think they actually mean it. It's just full of lies. LIES LIES LIES. I guess I'm here for a reason.
Life for me is not as pleasant than normal people. Oh come on my doctor keeps telling me that I'm dying and I'm still living. I don't know why I'm still here. Sometimes I feel that I shouldn't be here. I'm just a waste of space. I don't have anyone in my life that really cares about me. People say they do but I don't really think they actually mean it. It's just full of lies. LIES LIES LIES. I guess I'm here for a reason.