Oct 18, 2005 19:18
Why is it the days i have i have class are the days i feel most alone, i guess its just i see all these happy couples, or groups of friends around campus and i just wish i could have that, but oh well anyways life is good. Its good to be alive, its good to be happy, I think i am slowly finding out alot of stuff about myself i never knew and thats good, cuz if I know it I can change it. I am tired of looking to be accepted, i do this way to much if people dont like me for me or wanna be pissed at me they can. Im not gonna care cuz ive better things to worry bout. I gotta go to a meeting at the Pi house to plan lipsync, wow im so excited bout making an ass out of myself, it should be fun tho... I dont have a car anymore, unless i fix it anyways, and im starting think its time for Rudolph to pass on, had some great memories in that car, the most importantly being the reason for its name Rudolph...who hits a deer on their first date ever...that would be me...but i really will miss my car if i dont fix it but i can create new memories in a new car maybe i can a hit a deer on a first date...make a tradition out of it lol...its so nice to smile, i love it-:-D