things are weird.
So, I don't really feel like a mommy. I mean, I'm well aware that I am a mommy. and I take care of Christian everyday.. and every night for that matter.. I just don't FEEL like a mommy.
and with that said. You know how people always say their kids are ~THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED~ to them? I don't feel like that. I mean, I love him.. But, the best thing ever? I just don't feel that way.
Does this mean something is wrong with me? I have my 6 week pp checkup on Monday. I might ask about it. I know its not PPD or anything like that. I just feel a little weird. Almost like I'm living in a dream.
and with that said. You know how people always say their kids are ~THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED~ to them? I don't feel like that. I mean, I love him.. But, the best thing ever? I just don't feel that way.
Does this mean something is wrong with me? I have my 6 week pp checkup on Monday. I might ask about it. I know its not PPD or anything like that. I just feel a little weird. Almost like I'm living in a dream.