Wellllll

Apr 18, 2004 06:20

Lately, I've felt like I'm in freefall. Still having problems with my neck, so I can't sit at the computer for long without pain, which affects my writing output. Still dealing with family issues. And now at work, we have a new computer system that is making some of my co-workers heads explode. I understand the frustration, but I really don't need the bucketloads of negative energy that are filling my workplace. I leave there feeling drained and exhausted.

Then yesterday, I came home to a wonderful present in my mailbox that was a complete surprise. And after jumping up and down in glee (and I mean that literally), I suddenly just felt so grateful to have the wonderful friends that I do. All these people that just care about me and have fun with me and make me laugh when I need it most, and seem to just KNOW when I need a lift and there they are to provide it. And I know I have said before that I have the most awesome friends, but somehow it really just hit me yesterday how very lucky I am. It's kind of astounding, ya know? My friends enrich my life SO much. I just hope I'm giving them back the same in return.

So.. new resolve. Not going to let all the negative energy at work get me down. Going to think positively. Going to WRITE, damnit! Going to continue to be grateful for all the love I have in my life. Yeah. :)
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friends, health, family, work

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