*phew*
Soooooooo today i got up at 4pm (hey i was up all night >_>) and they got here not too long after 5pm.... i was so nervous, i couldnt even eat breakfast.
but i was actually less nervous than i thought i would be. thats good i guess.
"they" were a man and a woman from the social services(is that whats its called? anyone know? i'm having trouble finding the right english word for it) and they were really nice, of course they've met people like me a billion times, so they know how to do it.
i almost cried once, when he asked me what the biggest reason was for ...them coming here today. why i wanted help. and i said it was my parents economy.
and ...idk, i had to fight really hard to hold back the tears. didnt wanna cry in front of them -_-
they asked me what i wanted to do...i said "i dont know"... and they told me i can get welfare, but i have to go and look for a job while i'm on it, which i knew, you cant just get money for not doing anything.
or, it wont be looking for a job right away, apparently there are people who will help me figure out what i can do. and thats great cus i have nooooo idea.
so first i have to go someplace and get some sort of contact person...then i go to the other place to learn how to ...umm.....what happens when you go on a job interview and stuff like that.
and then we'll try to see what job i can do and then i have to look for it..... something like that.
i'm not entirely sure but i'll find out when i go, i guess.
but i have a good feeling about this, as long as i get some money, cus my sister shouldn't be paying for me. i read online that you usually get something like 3.000kronor each month, so if i give most of it to my dad and maybe (not at first but after a while) save a little for myself, maybe i can save up enough to get my teeth fixed *_*
altho that costs about 30.000kr...
i want to do this, http://www.tandlakarvillan.se/skalfasad.aspx
i dont know what they're called in english, veneers?...hmmm... anyway, the teeth in the before picture arent that different from mine. and if i could get them to look like in the after pic...wow, i cant even imagine what that would feel like. to smile like a normal person without being ashamed of my teeth.
i would be the happiest person in the universe.
but i was actually less nervous than i thought i would be. thats good i guess.
"they" were a man and a woman from the social services(is that whats its called? anyone know? i'm having trouble finding the right english word for it) and they were really nice, of course they've met people like me a billion times, so they know how to do it.
i almost cried once, when he asked me what the biggest reason was for ...them coming here today. why i wanted help. and i said it was my parents economy.
and ...idk, i had to fight really hard to hold back the tears. didnt wanna cry in front of them -_-
they asked me what i wanted to do...i said "i dont know"... and they told me i can get welfare, but i have to go and look for a job while i'm on it, which i knew, you cant just get money for not doing anything.
or, it wont be looking for a job right away, apparently there are people who will help me figure out what i can do. and thats great cus i have nooooo idea.
so first i have to go someplace and get some sort of contact person...then i go to the other place to learn how to ...umm.....what happens when you go on a job interview and stuff like that.
and then we'll try to see what job i can do and then i have to look for it..... something like that.
i'm not entirely sure but i'll find out when i go, i guess.
but i have a good feeling about this, as long as i get some money, cus my sister shouldn't be paying for me. i read online that you usually get something like 3.000kronor each month, so if i give most of it to my dad and maybe (not at first but after a while) save a little for myself, maybe i can save up enough to get my teeth fixed *_*
altho that costs about 30.000kr...
i want to do this, http://www.tandlakarvillan.se/skalfasad.aspx
i dont know what they're called in english, veneers?...hmmm... anyway, the teeth in the before picture arent that different from mine. and if i could get them to look like in the after pic...wow, i cant even imagine what that would feel like. to smile like a normal person without being ashamed of my teeth.
i would be the happiest person in the universe.