Not "I've changed"--I changed. Not picking up phone calls, deleting texts, not checking Facebook more than once a week, hitting delete when the message starts out with sobbing tears (but still responding with "I love you" once it subsided at the end of the day), being and feeling what some would call shallow/superficial and others would call trendy ( Read more... )

Our family has a cabin up north. It's under construction. Almost done ( Read more... )

Contexts (no particular order ( Read more... )

This has been the most agonizing morning, as I decide whether to let my neural networks course die a flaming death, cutting my losses ( Read more... )

So, why do I not understand this equation, and take care of myself when I can feel I'm getting sick?
My mind and body have been out of balance the past several days, and now I get sick because I felt too pressured to keep going rather than take time to balance out.

Because I felt too pressured to keep going, I am now sick, and now can not keep ( Read more... )