ok I got this live journal to just post how i feel and what not and I am sick and tired of having to come online just to check and see if people are tlking shit. Who the fuck do you all think you are. oh! and I know who you are, you can bet on that. So all i got to say is Fuck you and fuck off!!!! I will not have bullshit and lies posted online ( Read more... )

well its been a long time since I've posted but all thats up is that i was needed at my moms and well its great to be home i guess i really needed to see her too. I'll write more when i can. life is just super crazy right now. I wish i could say more but i really dont know what to say.
Katt~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT!!!!

I love you so much sweetie!!! sorry this is late I havent been able to get to a phone or comp in 2 days!!!!! Thank you so much for seeing my show, It fucking sucked i only got to see you for like 10 seconds but my director told me to go into the theatre for the judging thing and you dont know what that man is like when he ( Read more... )

I would honestly like to thank you all that came to see my show and I want to apologize for running around like a crazy ass retard. I was nervious and happy and there was like (seriously) 6 different groups of people who came to see me and I was trying to find you all and I only had about 10 minutes at most to see you. I really wish I could have ( Read more... )

So tonight isclosing night for my show "A Midsummer Nights Dream" and I am so freaking excited becuase my mom and a bunch of  people from LA are coming to see the show tonight! the other thing is our play has been entered into a theatre competition. A judge is coming to the show tonight to see if anyone in our show stands out and makes the show ( Read more... )

   I have inhaled about 3 tons of gold glitter and I think I severely brused my right knee cap.

Anyone have advil?

            Well as you can see Insomnia has hit again, I tryed to go to bed around 11:30pm and I slept for maybe 20 minutes then I woke up and couldnt get back to bed. I dont know, I think my insomnia may be acting up becuase of my living situation. Dont get me wrong I love my friends and stuff but I would like to have my own room, and my own bed ( Read more... )

I want to say I'm sorry If any one feels a bit neglected or hurt. I miss you all and out of sadness and a small bit of dispair due to my current situationi said somethings that were true but I spoke them in the wrong way and in anger. I love you all and miss you. I'm in a very bad place right now and I need some help. I know I cant expect alot but ( Read more... )

The road before me is set out in some way, I can feel it. Like every single fu*ked up crappy thing that is going on right now is all happening  for a reason. Is it to help me grow? Is it to get me to go somewhere? To become something? To find someone? I dont know. All I know is that since scotland the ties between myself and my BHS friends has ( Read more... )