Its scary how this is all going ( Read more... )

here's my 2011 in a list ( Read more... )

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

it was tough, but i'm thankful for 2010 ( Read more... )

you met me at a very strange point in my life

there's NOTHING to look foward to next year ( Read more... )

working life has gotten the better of me.  i've never been in worst shape ever.  i hate myself, i hate mirrors, i don't take self shots anymore ( Read more... )

i thought school was bad. this is worst.
i've never been in worst shape ever.
i'm fat, overweight, tired and my menses came only twice ever since i started working.

what am i suppose to do?
can someone help me?

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
i could really use a wish right now
wish right now
wish right now

i wish things were simple. they used to be...

today i got the news from you that we're getting our home.

thank you. god. fate. thank you.

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