Life is full of short meetings
Friday night I met several interesting fellas, thanks to Bri. She dragged me out with her even though i was being a pansy and didn't want to go. I had a blast and I'm glad I went. There was a fella inparticular that I met. He is getting on a plane right now and going back to Japan. He is a marine of course. He is the nicest guy I've met in a long time. Granted I've only known him for three days but he seems like a genuinely nice guy. I thought "hey this is perfect...he's leaving soon so there is no getting attached." Now that they are all leaving I'm a little sad. It would have been really nice to be able to see more of him. I do realize that this is unrealistic. After all I'm leaving for basic training in 3 weeks and god only knows where I'll end up. The funny thing is, it was kinda like fate. Where ever I was I would run into him. I was ment to meet him for 3 days and enjoy myself. So why do i wish he was staying when I know that couldn't happen. Maybe we'll actually keep in touch and I'll end up with a good long distance friend. Who knows, if life is ment to be more interesting maybe we'll end up stationed in the same place for a while some where down the road.
I feel so stupid for feeling like this. I guess I've been kinda swept off my feet. They'll find there way back down to the ground. You know what they say...you can never have the good ones. But who knows maybe he is an ax murder in secret, though with my luck he is probably married and i don't know it. I guess I'll just have to let my imagination wander and let myself prentend that he is as awesome as he seems, and if it was ment to be more than it was then I'll see him again. He certainly seems the type to make sure he gets what he wants. Who knows we'll see and i'm going to try and go back to sleep now and not think about how nice his huge strong arms felt or that melting smile that makes his blue eyes light up.
DAMN MEN
I feel so stupid for feeling like this. I guess I've been kinda swept off my feet. They'll find there way back down to the ground. You know what they say...you can never have the good ones. But who knows maybe he is an ax murder in secret, though with my luck he is probably married and i don't know it. I guess I'll just have to let my imagination wander and let myself prentend that he is as awesome as he seems, and if it was ment to be more than it was then I'll see him again. He certainly seems the type to make sure he gets what he wants. Who knows we'll see and i'm going to try and go back to sleep now and not think about how nice his huge strong arms felt or that melting smile that makes his blue eyes light up.
DAMN MEN