Mar 01, 2008 01:12
Nikki took me to Red Bank this afternoon to drop off applications. Because I spent a large portion of my day yesterday walking around Red Bank for applications FREEZING my face (and ass) off.
She bought me lunch and we got ingredients to make cookies. We ended up making tea for Jamie and then driving by the beach because we could. And then we made dough.
I met up with Alicia, Carrie and Lou at the mall. As soon as I walked through the food court, Jeremy the security guard spots me. Shortly afterwards, Sarah does too. So I walk towards Spencer's to find Lou with a mini entourage in my wake. I kept running into people I know, too. While waiting to eat at Johnny Rockets (awful place to work, even worse place to eat at if you have epilepsy or are prone to headaches), Christian comes up behind me and hugs me. Meanwhile, everyone (meaning A, C, L and S) are like, "wtf?" Then I ran into Rich (without the long hair and WAY tall now!) and he hugged me and asked for some gange. LOL. Then Lou and I hunted down Tony. And some kids showed up inside GameStop talking about another group of kids that wanted to fight them. Lou and I walked out to leave and heard the second group talking about how they were going to wait until the other kids came out. Lou was going to offer to fight them. LOL.
Came home to surprised Tanya and Drew. And Tanya's shit all in the living room. She got kicked out of her place in Brooklyn. So Mom went up to help her move her stuff. And for now it's in the living room. -shrug- But Tanya and I got into a fight. Kind of. Actually, I'm sure she just pissed Mom and I off and she knew it. So instead of just doing what she had to do, she kept trying to apologize. Which really only made me more angry with her.
So I'm now amusing myself with LOLcats (which I still am surprised my mom found in the first place) and listening to music from Peanuts. Tomorrow I'm going to be dropping off and picking up more applications. And I'm supposed to go with the Clan up to celebrate Ryan's birthday, but I don't really think I'll have fun if I feel like I'm imposing because I'm broke. I also don't know if I can manage the time properly. This upsets me. But maybe I really just need to not be around ANYONE tomorrow. That might really help me. I could get some homework done or something. And not think about these weird girly crushes I've been forming. (Dan? Joe? Any boy crossing my path?!?)
Out of all the bad things that have been happening lately, I'm pretty sure I'm going to come out ontop. I'm going to be okay...and then some.
-Maggie.
PS-Recently, a lot of people have been hitting on me. Or noting my looks. And this is actually a rather strange occurrence for me because I'm not running from it. Sometimes it freaks me out, but it's kind of awesome. I don't want to have my ego stroked all the time..that really takes the novelty out of it. But I really appreciate this. ^_^
weird,
money,
boys,
good times,
amusing,
friends,
desperation,
loneliness,
hippie,
beats,
random,
love,
family,
tension