So basically, my friends never cease to amaze me, regardless of distance. It's like, I can't be depressed for longer than an hour or so before my awesome amigos are like: "holy shit! Be amazed by how brillantly entertaining and understanding we are!" Then, I'm helpless to do anything but laugh and smile and feel like there really is a rainbow ( Read more... )

I had a day off, today.

It would have been blessedly nice to sleep in, except for the fact that my current sleeping schedule has me waking up every morning at or before eight o'clock am. Today was no different, save for the fact that my mother attempted to rouse me at four am, first. Luckily, the night before, I had passed out earlier than usual ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've updated. Not that I've been avoiding my preciously decorated journal, but because every second has been precious recently and I had not a moment to spare. Even now I should be sleeping, but I suppose I just had to get a couple of things off my chest.
My grandmother (on my mother's side), the last grandparent I have, is ( Read more... )

I'm so spoiled by the ones around me. They give me more love and affection than I'll ever deserve. =^.^=
The last couple of days have snowed like crazy. I woke up yesterday to find out that snow was blowing through the vent in my air conditioner (even though it was sealed up) and had begun to melt in the cracks, separating my window and causing it ( Read more... )

"It's little and broken, but still good. Yeah...still good."
I don't want to feel unlucky. There are a lot of things in this world that I am very thankful for. I'm thankful for my friends and for how much they care about me. I'm thankful for Gregg and how much he loves me, how much he notices me and thinks of me. He tried to get me the Hello Kitty ( Read more... )

There's this amazing thing that can happen when with your friends, a dizzy sense of elation that is just screaming to be released onto the world. I'm not talking about that inebriated giddiness you receive from drugs and/or alcohol. Don’t get me wrong, that stuff is great in its time and place. However, what I’m addressing is timeless and ( Read more... )

If I can get my manager to clear it, I was thinking of getting this done:
http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/zaphael/EmoHair3.jpg

Gregg brought up this really good observation: would other clothing colors work? So I tried this one, where I would be in pink.
http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a70/zaphael/pink2.jpg
Other options include (but are not ( Read more... )

Aside from the amazing amount of physical distance between me and most of my friends (which I hope will be lessened shortly, even if only for a little) life has been nothing but wonderful for me. True, the lapsing time between leaving Boulder and this very moment hasn't been peaches and cream. However, I feel like the vast majority of that was my ( Read more... )

"But something happens when it happens, anyway,
like you lost your childhood and your slowly gaining pieces back to try and pave the road you've already passed
so you have somewhere to move onto..."
~JB

In honesty, aren't we all a little broken inside? None of us are perfect. We're all dark and twisted in our own ways. However, it's how we deal with ( Read more... )

Things are shifting...moving. I can feel it. I can feel the change coming on. However, I am not afraid. As the first few waves touch my toes it's not fear that takes over me...but anticipation. I'm thrilled and excited for the storm. In act, I can't wait until I'm standing in its eye, the center of it all, just so I can look out and see the ( Read more... )