Melatonin dreams
The second dream I had while using Melatonin: It was about a relative on my mother's side of the family, someone I hadn't seen in a long time and haven't been close to since they were a child. Anyway, her face appeared to be more beautiful in the dream than she is in person, and her hair was big and elegant while her makeup made her face "sexy." She was in a dorm-like area with her roommates and lover (a woman. However this relative isn't actually a lesbian, that I know of) who she was kissing and showing affection towards. She stood up and had been dressed in fancy looking bottoms the size of panties while remaining topless. Her breasts were nearly flat and the nipples almost blended with the skin giving her body a slender masculine appearance while her face was beautifully feminine (the waist cinched in, so it wasn't exactly like a man's body), her height was taller than mine and frame more narrow. There was a blonde woman opposite from where she stood (opposite side of me), perhaps a friend or roommate of her's who after speaking to me briefly, declared she didn't like me. I asked her why since I hadn't said anything strange or rude to her, and wanted to genuinely know what she found wrong with me. She ignored my request and walked away. The relative, having spotted me, walked toward me in a manner that can be described as both masculine and feminine elegance. Some words were exchanged (I don't remember what was said at first) and I remember my relative became a little too friendly with me, kissing me on the neck and putting their arms around me. The way they acted was in a sensual way, kinda a masculine-feminine energy, but not slutty like so many other women seem to come off as. After that, my relative lead me into the kitchen and served herself this sorta slushy looking concoction from a modern looking, high-tech machine. I looked around the kitchen and noticed there had been several high-tech machines, such as a hot cocoa maker, a tea maker, the slushy machine, and so on. Anyway, I closely eyed her drink while she made hers, however she never offered me anything which kinda irritated me. Dream ended.
Anyway, what I make of the dream is that the main character (the relative) was sorta the embodiment of a devil-like character which displays the balance of masculine and feminine energy, man and woman, and while the character had a cool and somewhat elegant demeanor, I could feel hatred and anger simmer beneath its surface. I believe the blonde character at the beginning served as an entity to demoralize me, making it easier for the "relative" character to do something or have me do something evil, since demoralization renders people vulnerable. During the encounter I felt awkward and reminded the character of the time they were a child and how I couldn't believe it was the same person, to which they disinterestedly ignored my reminise.