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I took melatonin for the first time last night and had the weirdest dream. The first dream --very fucked up and in no way am I a killer for those who don't know me personally. Anyway, there was an air of eugenics within the first dream. I was at someone's residence and the patient had something "wrong" with them, I think the patient was mentally retarded (Note: I believe the mentally disabled should have the same right to life as anyone) however I gave them a pill that kills them quickly. I put the pill in the patient's mouth and remember holding my hand over the nose and mouth of the patient so that they couldn't breath, I then counted to 20 slowly. The patient was dead and my job was done. What the fuck?! The truly fucked up part is the fact that I'm not entirely sure if it was a patient or someone I was simply trying to murder..