One Night (Final)
Title : One Night (Final)
Author :
sennz
Pairing : Yamada Ryosuke X Nakajima Yuto
Genre : AU, Romance, Angst
Rating : PG
Summary : Yuto leave Ryosuke without telling him the reason. Until one night they met again and spent the night together. But the next morning he wake up without the taller next to him.
Part 1| Part 2| Part 3| Part 4| Part 5
Warning : English is not my native language. Please bear with my grammatical errors and the misspellings. Beside this is my FIRST fanfic, so please forgive me for the suck story. I'm still a newbie.. Thank you :)
“How is the operation doctor?”
"The operation was successful, Nakajima-san. But we still have to wait for further developments for one until two weeks to see if Nakajima-kun’s body can really receive the heart transplant " said the doctor made the whole family feel more relieved. Yuto’s percentage to stay alive became higher, and they all believed that their son would be fine.
Moments later, several nurses pushed Yuto’s bed out of the operating room. Raiya smiled when he saw his brother's sleeping face. He was very relieved. His gaze as if saying 'everything will be fine, onii-san'. He was walking toward the ICU where Yuto will be treated next, when he accidentally saw some nurses were in a hurry carry an unconscious patient who was full of injuries to the emergency room. And that's when he recognized who the figure was.
"Yamada….kun?"
***
“Ryosuke.. please wake up”
“Nee, why do you sleep so long?”
“Can’t you hear me Ryosuke”
“Please.. Please wake up”
The young man kept staring at the pale figure lying on his bed. He was staying there the entire night. All he did was only gripping tightly the figure’s hand that now was still sleeping. His eyes never left the face of his lover who was now didn’t move. The sign that the person was still alive was a monitor beside him that showed his heartbeat. Although his face was pale and white also the bandages around his head and body, but for Yuto that figure looks like a sleeping angel.
He had known it from Raiya that his brother saw Ryosuke right after Yuto did the surgery. His heart was so hurt. He wanted to scream, and blame the world why he could not feel the happiness with someone he loved. Why is this world as if want separate him with his lover. However Yuto knew it would be pointless.
"Gomen .. onii-san" said Raiya. He kept blaming himself.
“No. It’s not your fault Raiya”
“Demo.. If it’s not because I told this to Yamada-kun, he would not get the accident”
“Please stop it… Don’t blame yourself” Yuto said. “If I just told him everything, If I never kept it as secret. The one who should be blamed is me Raiya! It’s me!”
The scene in front of him pierced his heart so badly. He knew how much his brother loves that person. He knew how much pain his brother had to endure when he decided to leave that person. Every day, every time, there was no single time without his brother thought about that person. That person who was now lying weakly on a white sheet was the most important person for his brother. He was the reason his brother didn’t give up his life. But, why the reality was too cruel?
“Ryosuke.. please wake up!”
“Don’t you miss me?”
“Hey, I came to see you”
“Please open your eyes, ryosuke”
“Please..”
“I promise I’ll never leave you again. I promise”
“Ryosuke, see I have bought a ring to propose you! Don’t you want to marry me?”
“Nee, please… open your eyes…”
“Please, see the ring I bought for you… I’m sure you’ll like it”
“Ryosuke… please… please..”
Yuto never stop begging Ryosuke to open his eyes. The tears never stop flowing from his eyes and his hands never stop holding his lover’s hand. If he knew the fate said that they could not be together, he would choose to die than live a life without the person he love.
***
A week had passed since Yuto knew about Ryosuke’s condition. He never absent from seeing Ryosuke in the hospital. He would be by his side every time. Talked with him, although he knew he never got the reply, but he was sure that Ryosuke would hear him. He never stopped hoping his lover to respond him.
“Here for you..” said Ryosuke’s mom while giving a can of cold coffee to Yuto.
“Ah, Arigatou gozaimasu” said the boy, taking the can then opened and drank it.
“Sorry for troubling you Nakajima-kun”
“Not at all, Yamada-san” Yuto smiled towards the woman in front of him. She looks much thinner than the last time he met her a week ago. Of course, her son was in coma. Yuto never saw her crying. When he asked, the woman said she was tired of crying. A month had passed since the accident, and ryosuke never show a sign that he would wake up.
“Gomenasai… if it’s not because of me..”
“Don’t blame yourself Nakajima-kun. It’s not anyone’s fault”
“Demo, if I tell him everything from the start… If I didn’t leave without telling him..”
“It’s okay, I know that you just didn’t want to make him worry. You always think about Ryo-chan, deshou?”
“Hai..” Yuto nodded his head. The woman in front of him smiling so warmly towards him.
She already knew him since he was still a baby. Since a kid, Yuto always play at ryosuke’s house and they also went to the same school. She always saw how Yuto always care for Ryosuke. The taller boy often carrying her son on his back when they back from school. When dinner she always heard her son talking Yuto-kun this, Yuto-kun that. It was when they were in high school, Yuto was having dinner with them that night when the boy said that he was dating Ryosuke. She was shock at the first time, but actually she had predicted it before. She remembered the red face her son had at that time was so cute. Without realizing the woman was laughing.
“Eh, why are you laughing Yamada-san?” asked Yuto confused.
“Iie, I just remembering something” said the woman then smiling.
The wind blowing softly from the opened window, sending the warmth of the sunshine to the people inside that white room. The two figures who were sitting on the sofa looked at the sleeping figure on the bed. How the breeze blowing his smooth brown hair softly and made the bangs covered his closed eyes. Yuto and the woman beside him kept staring at the boy’s face, hoping for a miracle to come to them.
“Nakajima-kun…”
“Hai..” Yuto said, then he saw the woman who is sitting in front of him walking toward him. She sat right beside him. Her face was so sad. And in a second he could felt himself inside her arms. The warmth of a loving mother. She was crying hard and he could feel the tears wetting his shoulder.
“Thank you for taking care of my son all this time, Nakajima-kun…”
***
“How are you Yamada-kun? It’s time to eat! Today’s food is milk, soybean extract, and orange juice. Oishi desu nee~” said a nurse who is preparing a tube for Ryosuke to eat. She kept talking although she knew that no one would reply her. She was not crazy, it’s her task to always communicate with even an unconscious patient. Slowly the nurse entering the tube into Ryosuke’s mouth until she was sure that the other end of the tube reach the stomach. “Yosh! The tube is ready! I will help you to get your nutrition Yamada-kun” said the nurse, then slowly she entering the food through the tube she had prepared.
“Ne, why don’t you open your eyes? Do you know? your boyfriend coming here every day. I’m so envy toward you, having such a very nice boyfriend like him” she babbling while helping Ryosuke to eat. “That’s why you should awake soon nee~ Being loved like that must be very nice” she continued. The young nurse kept talking until she finished feeding ryosuke. “You eat very well Yamada-kun! I will help again with your breakfast tomorrow! Please open your eyes when I’m back nee..” said the nurse after cleaning the tube then left.
Yuto standing behind the glass door, he gave a smile and a ‘thank you’ toward the nurse who just finished helping Ryosuke to eat. She seemed embarrassed, thinking that Yuto heard what she said inside the room with his unconscious boyfriend.
His pair of eyes staring to the person who was lying weakly on the bed. Staring how the breeze sweeping his brown hair softly. Yuto walking toward that sleeping figure slowly. He could see the angelic face of Ryosuke clearly, he had waiting for that closed eyes to open about two weeks that felt like forever. He had waiting for the hands he always held to move, and the lips he always kiss to speak.
“I miss you Ryosuke.. I really miss you” said Yuto. His hand slowly moved to touch Ryosuke’s cheek. He could see the bruise on that face, it piercing his heart so much.
“Please wake up Ryosuke… Please” said Yuto. He sat on the chair beside the bed, holding Ryosuke’s hand tightly and pressing it to his lips. “Please don’t leave me” Yuto kissed it desperately, as wanting to transfer all his energy he had for the boy. If he could switch his place with Ryosuke, he would do that. He preferred be the one lying there than seeing the person he love the most in such condition. And the tears started to flow hardly wetting his cheek and their connected hands.
***
The sunshine broke through the curtain, touching his eyes and sending a warm for his eyes to open. He still felt so sleepy, making him refuse to awake from his sleep. Even though he had a little bit conscious, but he choose to back to his dream. He could felt the dream was calling him once again, a beautiful dream this time. It has been so long since he had a beautiful dream. Ryosuke was sitting on the bench under the cherry tree with himself sleeping on his boyfriend’s lap. Those beautiful eyes were staring only toward him, as sending so much love. Ryosuke brushing his hair softly that felt like a real. He knew that it was just a dream that’s why he didn’t want to awake to just find that it was no real.
Yuto..kun
Ryosuke, is that you?
Yuto..
“Yuto.. Yuto..” he heard someone was calling him, the voice was so real. Dare?
“Wake up!”
Yuto opened his eyes slowly, he could feel a hand touching his arm so gentle trying to wake him up. From his still blurry sight he could see a familiar room and recognize it as his own room.
“Hey, wake up dear..” said a person who actually is his mother.
“Oh, it’s you okaa-san.” said Yuto with his still hoarse voice, he just felt disappointed because he thought that it was Ryosuke.
“What’s with ‘oh, it’s you’ Yuto! Your phone ringing non-stop, I tried to wake you up, but you sleep like a dead so I picked up the phone” babbling his mom, annoyed with his son.
“Ah, gomen” he said, while still trying so hard to collect all his conscious. His eyes caught his phone on his mother’s hand not vibrating anymore and he turned his sight toward his mom’s to find his mom’s unreadable expression. “Who called?”
“Yamada-san” uttered the woman, “She said Yamada-kun has awake this morning”
The words pulled Yuto from all his sleepiness. He got up from his bed immediately and took out his jacket in hurry before dashed out from his room. Yuto’s mother just smiling looking how bright his son’s face just now. Without her asking, she had known where her son going to.
“Yuto! At least eat your breakfast” She shouted from his room.
“I’ll grab some bread”
The young man ran with all his strength didn’t want to miss the bus. His head felt so light, the thought of seeing Ryosuke’s smiling face had lifted his entire burden he kept these past weeks.
Yuto stopped in front of the door, the sight of Ryosuke was sitting on his bed while looking outside the window was just like an imagination.
“Ryosuke..” he called in a low voice, but the person heard him. At the time when their eyes met each other, he could feel that everything was real.
“Yuto-kun..” said Ryosuke lowly.
Yuto dashed toward him. He embraced the smaller guy inside his arms so tightly. The tears starting to flow from his eyes. The joy and happiness is the only what he felt right now. There was no word coming from their lips, they just want to felt each other presence. Ryosuke buried his face on Yuto’s chest, he could feel the heart beat of his lover.
“Yuto-kun, you are still alive” said Ryosuke.
“That should be my line” said Yuto after released Ryosuke from his embraced, and the guy in front of him just chuckle. He smiled looking at his lover’s face. How he really miss him. How he really want to see that pretty face to smile. “I really miss you Ryosuke”
“Un. I miss you too, Yuto-kun”
***
The Sakura bloomed so beautifully. He was sitting on the bench under one of those trees, feeling the wind blowing so smoothly. His body felt so light, as wanting to fly. He never felt so perfect like this before-Even though he just went out from the hospital two days ago. He was lifting his head, raising his hand to catch the sakura petal that falling down by the wind. His eyes stared at the flower on his palm, got fascinated by the beauty of the flower.
“Ryosuke”
He turned his head toward where the voice came from to find Yuto was running toward him. A big smile plastered on his handsome face, made his heart thumb faster than before.
“Yuto-kun” called Ryosuke while flashing a smile toward the taller guy in front of him. For a few seconds Yuto was stunned by the bright smile Ryosuke showed to him.
“Yuto-kun?” “Yuto-kun?!” And Ryosuke’s voice pulled him back to reality. “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing..” he shook his head while smiling before took a seat beside his lover. He almost forgot how beautiful his boyfriend’s smile was. It had been two years since he saw him smiling so brightly like that. Some weeks ago when the last time they met, all he could think was only how he wanted to see his boyfriend before he died. But, now, he realized that, that loving smile, he could see it forever.
“Why are you smiling, Yuto-kun?”
“Nothing” answered the taller boy while still kept smiling.
“Mou, you are so annoying! Kept saying ‘nothing’ but your face showing that it’s not ‘nothing’!”
“Eh?!” Yuto was so shock by the sudden change of Ryosuke’s expression. His shorter boyfriend was pouting with like a little kid. He was felt annoyed, and maybe angry. But that just made him looked very cute.
“Don’t pout Ryo-chan~ it’s really nothing” Yuto said, trying to calm his boyfriend. Even though pouting Ryosuke was too adorable, and made him want to kiss that cute lips, but Yuto didn’t want to destroy the mood. “Please Ryo-chan~ it’s just I’m feeling too happy to meet you”
“Really?” asked him, now his pouting lips had changed to a shy smile.
“Un..” answered Yuto, then patted Ryosuke’s head softly. “Nee, why did you asked me to come here? You better rest in your room and I will come to your house” asked Yuto. He was still worried of course. Ryosuke just went out from hospital two days ago, and even the doctor said that Ryosuke should have a bed rest for at least week until he was totally recover, that’s why yesterday Yuto took him to Shizuoka, so that Ryosuke could stay with his parent.
“I’m bored” said Ryosuke. Now he was resting his head on Yuto’s chest, hearing Yuto’s heartbeat while feeling how gentle Yuto’s hand caressing his head. “How is your heart?”
“I’m okay” answered Yuto. “Don’t worry”
“But it changes” said Ryosuke while kept hearing Yuto’s hearbeat.
“What changes?”
“Your heart. It’s not your heart, it’s someone else’s heart” said Ryosuke, turned his head to meet Yuto’s eyes.
Yuto was a little bit shocked by Ryosuke’s words. Yeah, it is someone else’s heart. For a few seconds there was a silence. Yuto staring through Ryosuke’s eyes to find in his eyes that he was afraid?
“Ryosuke, what’s wrong?” Yuto asked to Ryosuke while staring at him lovingly, he wondered what made him afraid.
“Yuto-kun, is it okay?”
“It’s okay. If you’re afraid that I will leave you again, then you should not be worry”
“No. That’s not the problem!” Ryosuke said, he shook his head, telling him that it was not what he meant.
“Then, what is it?” Yuto furrowing his eyebrows, he could not understand his boyfriend.
“How about it? How is your heart….for me?”
“Eh?”
“That’s someone else’s heart right? That’s not your heart! Then, how is your heart for me Yuto-kun? Is it gone too? Is it gone too Yuto-kun?” Ryosuke’s words made Yuto stunned for a while. How could Ryosuke think like that? His shocked face was turning to a loving face when he realized Ryosuke’s demanding face. It is full of hope. He was staring deeply into his eyes waiting for Yuto to utter a word.
Yuto was trying so hard not to laugh by his boyfriend cuteness. He pushed Ryosuke from his body, made the shorter sitting while facing him. His hands were touching Ryosuke’s cheeks, then a sincere smile was showed on his face.
“My heart for you.. It’s not gone” Yuto said. “It’s not gone even a bit”
“My heart for you.. I kept it in the deepest part of me. It’s impossible if I lost it, Ryosuke”
Ryosuke staring at Yuto’s eyes, he could see it, he could see Yuto’s honest feeling for him. “Yuto-kun!” Ryosuke threw a hug toward his boyfriend. He was so relieved that Yuto’s heart for him still there. “I love you”
“I love you too Ryosuke” said Yuto while wrapping his arms around his lover’s body. He hugged him so tightly. “I love you so much”
They were hugging each other for who knew how long. Feeling each other presence was the most wonderful feeling for them. It was Ryosuke who pulled his self from Yuto’s embrace.
“Nee, Yuto-kun, I want you to pay your debt to me” said Ryosuke suddenly, after released his body.
“Eh what debt?” asked Yuto confusedly.
“Mou, it’s ‘that’ debt. You said it once in the hospital.” Ryosuke said while smiling so cutely like an innocent girl.
“Ryosuke, I’m sorry, I really can’t remember” Yuto was trying to remember, but he could not find it. “Please, just tell me what”
“Mou, you annoying! You said you want to marry me, Yuto-kun!” Ryosuke’s words made Yuto shocked for the nth times.
“EH! You heard?!”
“Of course” said Ryosuke while pouting his lips again. “Is your heart for me really there? Now I doubt it”
“Eh, please believe me, Ryo-chan~ I will marry you of course! I promise”
“Then, propose me now!”
“Gomen, but I don’t bring the ring”
“Mou, you had dropped my feeling, Yuto-kun! You are the worst!" Ryosuke pouted his lips even more. He was in the mood of wanting to tease Yuto. It was too funny, to see Yuto like that.
“Ehh! Chotto matte Ryo-chan~’ It was so frustrating for Yuto if Ryosuke started having bad mood. He didn’t know that Ryosuke was just trying to tease him.
“Okay! Okay! close your eyes first!” Yuto said and Ryosuke closed his eyes. Waiting, wondering what Yuto would do. In the other side, Yuto was confused what to do. It’ impossible to going home to take the ring, he could not leave Ryosuke.
“Can I open my eyes now?”
“Chotto matte! Just a minute more” Ryosuke could hear Yuto shouted from somewhere not too far away from him. “Okay, open your eyes now..”
Ryosuke opened his eyes slowly, to find Yuto was smiling to him before saying..
“Please marry me Ryosuke” Ryosuke was shocked when Yuto took his right hand and putted a beautiful ring made of sakura petals to his finger.
“What is this?” Ryosuke laughed while seeing the flower ring on his finger. He never thought that Yuto would do something like this.
“It’s our engagement ring” said Yuto simply.
“I can’t believe that I waited for so long only to be proposed with this cheap ring” Ryosuke said, he could not stop himself to laugh even more.
“I shared my heart into that ring” said Yuto. “So what is your answer?”
“Uhm.. Yes. Of course I want to marry you Yuto-kun” said Ryosuke while smiling then throw himself to embraced his-still unofficial fiancée-so tightly.
Yuto put his arms around Ryosuke’s body, hugging him back. How he really want to hug him like this forever. Two years are enough for him to be separated with him. He didn’t want to lose him anymore. Not anymore. Yuto loosened his hold only to see at his lover’s face. He stared straight toward those beautiful eyes lovingly before leaning closer and close the distance between them with a sweet kiss.
“I love you Ryosuke”
The End…
P.S So this is the final part \^o^/ I'm really Sorry for stopping in the middle. Gomenasai :'(
I was confuse with what I should write. I almost gave up, but finally I made it. I realized the changing of my writing style from part one until the last part. At first I would made it in 3 parts, I almost killed Yuto after their first meeting, that's why the title is 'One night' it should be their last night. But, i don't know, how it turned to be chaptered, maybe because some of the readers didn't want me to end it angsty. *LOL XD* I hope I don't disappoint you with this ending :'D
Thank you for those who read my first fanfic until the end.. and thank you for commenting!! \^o^/
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btw, does anyone knows where I can download the subtitle of Yowakutemo katemasu Ep 8 until the last beside in bunnyandclover LJ? I can't find it *crying* I really want to watch it..
Author :
sennz
Pairing : Yamada Ryosuke X Nakajima Yuto
Genre : AU, Romance, Angst
Rating : PG
Summary : Yuto leave Ryosuke without telling him the reason. Until one night they met again and spent the night together. But the next morning he wake up without the taller next to him.
Part 1| Part 2| Part 3| Part 4| Part 5
Warning : English is not my native language. Please bear with my grammatical errors and the misspellings. Beside this is my FIRST fanfic, so please forgive me for the suck story. I'm still a newbie.. Thank you :)
“How is the operation doctor?”
"The operation was successful, Nakajima-san. But we still have to wait for further developments for one until two weeks to see if Nakajima-kun’s body can really receive the heart transplant " said the doctor made the whole family feel more relieved. Yuto’s percentage to stay alive became higher, and they all believed that their son would be fine.
Moments later, several nurses pushed Yuto’s bed out of the operating room. Raiya smiled when he saw his brother's sleeping face. He was very relieved. His gaze as if saying 'everything will be fine, onii-san'. He was walking toward the ICU where Yuto will be treated next, when he accidentally saw some nurses were in a hurry carry an unconscious patient who was full of injuries to the emergency room. And that's when he recognized who the figure was.
"Yamada….kun?"
***
“Ryosuke.. please wake up”
“Nee, why do you sleep so long?”
“Can’t you hear me Ryosuke”
“Please.. Please wake up”
The young man kept staring at the pale figure lying on his bed. He was staying there the entire night. All he did was only gripping tightly the figure’s hand that now was still sleeping. His eyes never left the face of his lover who was now didn’t move. The sign that the person was still alive was a monitor beside him that showed his heartbeat. Although his face was pale and white also the bandages around his head and body, but for Yuto that figure looks like a sleeping angel.
He had known it from Raiya that his brother saw Ryosuke right after Yuto did the surgery. His heart was so hurt. He wanted to scream, and blame the world why he could not feel the happiness with someone he loved. Why is this world as if want separate him with his lover. However Yuto knew it would be pointless.
"Gomen .. onii-san" said Raiya. He kept blaming himself.
“No. It’s not your fault Raiya”
“Demo.. If it’s not because I told this to Yamada-kun, he would not get the accident”
“Please stop it… Don’t blame yourself” Yuto said. “If I just told him everything, If I never kept it as secret. The one who should be blamed is me Raiya! It’s me!”
The scene in front of him pierced his heart so badly. He knew how much his brother loves that person. He knew how much pain his brother had to endure when he decided to leave that person. Every day, every time, there was no single time without his brother thought about that person. That person who was now lying weakly on a white sheet was the most important person for his brother. He was the reason his brother didn’t give up his life. But, why the reality was too cruel?
“Ryosuke.. please wake up!”
“Don’t you miss me?”
“Hey, I came to see you”
“Please open your eyes, ryosuke”
“Please..”
“I promise I’ll never leave you again. I promise”
“Ryosuke, see I have bought a ring to propose you! Don’t you want to marry me?”
“Nee, please… open your eyes…”
“Please, see the ring I bought for you… I’m sure you’ll like it”
“Ryosuke… please… please..”
Yuto never stop begging Ryosuke to open his eyes. The tears never stop flowing from his eyes and his hands never stop holding his lover’s hand. If he knew the fate said that they could not be together, he would choose to die than live a life without the person he love.
***
A week had passed since Yuto knew about Ryosuke’s condition. He never absent from seeing Ryosuke in the hospital. He would be by his side every time. Talked with him, although he knew he never got the reply, but he was sure that Ryosuke would hear him. He never stopped hoping his lover to respond him.
“Here for you..” said Ryosuke’s mom while giving a can of cold coffee to Yuto.
“Ah, Arigatou gozaimasu” said the boy, taking the can then opened and drank it.
“Sorry for troubling you Nakajima-kun”
“Not at all, Yamada-san” Yuto smiled towards the woman in front of him. She looks much thinner than the last time he met her a week ago. Of course, her son was in coma. Yuto never saw her crying. When he asked, the woman said she was tired of crying. A month had passed since the accident, and ryosuke never show a sign that he would wake up.
“Gomenasai… if it’s not because of me..”
“Don’t blame yourself Nakajima-kun. It’s not anyone’s fault”
“Demo, if I tell him everything from the start… If I didn’t leave without telling him..”
“It’s okay, I know that you just didn’t want to make him worry. You always think about Ryo-chan, deshou?”
“Hai..” Yuto nodded his head. The woman in front of him smiling so warmly towards him.
She already knew him since he was still a baby. Since a kid, Yuto always play at ryosuke’s house and they also went to the same school. She always saw how Yuto always care for Ryosuke. The taller boy often carrying her son on his back when they back from school. When dinner she always heard her son talking Yuto-kun this, Yuto-kun that. It was when they were in high school, Yuto was having dinner with them that night when the boy said that he was dating Ryosuke. She was shock at the first time, but actually she had predicted it before. She remembered the red face her son had at that time was so cute. Without realizing the woman was laughing.
“Eh, why are you laughing Yamada-san?” asked Yuto confused.
“Iie, I just remembering something” said the woman then smiling.
The wind blowing softly from the opened window, sending the warmth of the sunshine to the people inside that white room. The two figures who were sitting on the sofa looked at the sleeping figure on the bed. How the breeze blowing his smooth brown hair softly and made the bangs covered his closed eyes. Yuto and the woman beside him kept staring at the boy’s face, hoping for a miracle to come to them.
“Nakajima-kun…”
“Hai..” Yuto said, then he saw the woman who is sitting in front of him walking toward him. She sat right beside him. Her face was so sad. And in a second he could felt himself inside her arms. The warmth of a loving mother. She was crying hard and he could feel the tears wetting his shoulder.
“Thank you for taking care of my son all this time, Nakajima-kun…”
***
“How are you Yamada-kun? It’s time to eat! Today’s food is milk, soybean extract, and orange juice. Oishi desu nee~” said a nurse who is preparing a tube for Ryosuke to eat. She kept talking although she knew that no one would reply her. She was not crazy, it’s her task to always communicate with even an unconscious patient. Slowly the nurse entering the tube into Ryosuke’s mouth until she was sure that the other end of the tube reach the stomach. “Yosh! The tube is ready! I will help you to get your nutrition Yamada-kun” said the nurse, then slowly she entering the food through the tube she had prepared.
“Ne, why don’t you open your eyes? Do you know? your boyfriend coming here every day. I’m so envy toward you, having such a very nice boyfriend like him” she babbling while helping Ryosuke to eat. “That’s why you should awake soon nee~ Being loved like that must be very nice” she continued. The young nurse kept talking until she finished feeding ryosuke. “You eat very well Yamada-kun! I will help again with your breakfast tomorrow! Please open your eyes when I’m back nee..” said the nurse after cleaning the tube then left.
Yuto standing behind the glass door, he gave a smile and a ‘thank you’ toward the nurse who just finished helping Ryosuke to eat. She seemed embarrassed, thinking that Yuto heard what she said inside the room with his unconscious boyfriend.
His pair of eyes staring to the person who was lying weakly on the bed. Staring how the breeze sweeping his brown hair softly. Yuto walking toward that sleeping figure slowly. He could see the angelic face of Ryosuke clearly, he had waiting for that closed eyes to open about two weeks that felt like forever. He had waiting for the hands he always held to move, and the lips he always kiss to speak.
“I miss you Ryosuke.. I really miss you” said Yuto. His hand slowly moved to touch Ryosuke’s cheek. He could see the bruise on that face, it piercing his heart so much.
“Please wake up Ryosuke… Please” said Yuto. He sat on the chair beside the bed, holding Ryosuke’s hand tightly and pressing it to his lips. “Please don’t leave me” Yuto kissed it desperately, as wanting to transfer all his energy he had for the boy. If he could switch his place with Ryosuke, he would do that. He preferred be the one lying there than seeing the person he love the most in such condition. And the tears started to flow hardly wetting his cheek and their connected hands.
***
The sunshine broke through the curtain, touching his eyes and sending a warm for his eyes to open. He still felt so sleepy, making him refuse to awake from his sleep. Even though he had a little bit conscious, but he choose to back to his dream. He could felt the dream was calling him once again, a beautiful dream this time. It has been so long since he had a beautiful dream. Ryosuke was sitting on the bench under the cherry tree with himself sleeping on his boyfriend’s lap. Those beautiful eyes were staring only toward him, as sending so much love. Ryosuke brushing his hair softly that felt like a real. He knew that it was just a dream that’s why he didn’t want to awake to just find that it was no real.
Yuto..kun
Ryosuke, is that you?
Yuto..
“Yuto.. Yuto..” he heard someone was calling him, the voice was so real. Dare?
“Wake up!”
Yuto opened his eyes slowly, he could feel a hand touching his arm so gentle trying to wake him up. From his still blurry sight he could see a familiar room and recognize it as his own room.
“Hey, wake up dear..” said a person who actually is his mother.
“Oh, it’s you okaa-san.” said Yuto with his still hoarse voice, he just felt disappointed because he thought that it was Ryosuke.
“What’s with ‘oh, it’s you’ Yuto! Your phone ringing non-stop, I tried to wake you up, but you sleep like a dead so I picked up the phone” babbling his mom, annoyed with his son.
“Ah, gomen” he said, while still trying so hard to collect all his conscious. His eyes caught his phone on his mother’s hand not vibrating anymore and he turned his sight toward his mom’s to find his mom’s unreadable expression. “Who called?”
“Yamada-san” uttered the woman, “She said Yamada-kun has awake this morning”
The words pulled Yuto from all his sleepiness. He got up from his bed immediately and took out his jacket in hurry before dashed out from his room. Yuto’s mother just smiling looking how bright his son’s face just now. Without her asking, she had known where her son going to.
“Yuto! At least eat your breakfast” She shouted from his room.
“I’ll grab some bread”
The young man ran with all his strength didn’t want to miss the bus. His head felt so light, the thought of seeing Ryosuke’s smiling face had lifted his entire burden he kept these past weeks.
Yuto stopped in front of the door, the sight of Ryosuke was sitting on his bed while looking outside the window was just like an imagination.
“Ryosuke..” he called in a low voice, but the person heard him. At the time when their eyes met each other, he could feel that everything was real.
“Yuto-kun..” said Ryosuke lowly.
Yuto dashed toward him. He embraced the smaller guy inside his arms so tightly. The tears starting to flow from his eyes. The joy and happiness is the only what he felt right now. There was no word coming from their lips, they just want to felt each other presence. Ryosuke buried his face on Yuto’s chest, he could feel the heart beat of his lover.
“Yuto-kun, you are still alive” said Ryosuke.
“That should be my line” said Yuto after released Ryosuke from his embraced, and the guy in front of him just chuckle. He smiled looking at his lover’s face. How he really miss him. How he really want to see that pretty face to smile. “I really miss you Ryosuke”
“Un. I miss you too, Yuto-kun”
***
The Sakura bloomed so beautifully. He was sitting on the bench under one of those trees, feeling the wind blowing so smoothly. His body felt so light, as wanting to fly. He never felt so perfect like this before-Even though he just went out from the hospital two days ago. He was lifting his head, raising his hand to catch the sakura petal that falling down by the wind. His eyes stared at the flower on his palm, got fascinated by the beauty of the flower.
“Ryosuke”
He turned his head toward where the voice came from to find Yuto was running toward him. A big smile plastered on his handsome face, made his heart thumb faster than before.
“Yuto-kun” called Ryosuke while flashing a smile toward the taller guy in front of him. For a few seconds Yuto was stunned by the bright smile Ryosuke showed to him.
“Yuto-kun?” “Yuto-kun?!” And Ryosuke’s voice pulled him back to reality. “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing..” he shook his head while smiling before took a seat beside his lover. He almost forgot how beautiful his boyfriend’s smile was. It had been two years since he saw him smiling so brightly like that. Some weeks ago when the last time they met, all he could think was only how he wanted to see his boyfriend before he died. But, now, he realized that, that loving smile, he could see it forever.
“Why are you smiling, Yuto-kun?”
“Nothing” answered the taller boy while still kept smiling.
“Mou, you are so annoying! Kept saying ‘nothing’ but your face showing that it’s not ‘nothing’!”
“Eh?!” Yuto was so shock by the sudden change of Ryosuke’s expression. His shorter boyfriend was pouting with like a little kid. He was felt annoyed, and maybe angry. But that just made him looked very cute.
“Don’t pout Ryo-chan~ it’s really nothing” Yuto said, trying to calm his boyfriend. Even though pouting Ryosuke was too adorable, and made him want to kiss that cute lips, but Yuto didn’t want to destroy the mood. “Please Ryo-chan~ it’s just I’m feeling too happy to meet you”
“Really?” asked him, now his pouting lips had changed to a shy smile.
“Un..” answered Yuto, then patted Ryosuke’s head softly. “Nee, why did you asked me to come here? You better rest in your room and I will come to your house” asked Yuto. He was still worried of course. Ryosuke just went out from hospital two days ago, and even the doctor said that Ryosuke should have a bed rest for at least week until he was totally recover, that’s why yesterday Yuto took him to Shizuoka, so that Ryosuke could stay with his parent.
“I’m bored” said Ryosuke. Now he was resting his head on Yuto’s chest, hearing Yuto’s heartbeat while feeling how gentle Yuto’s hand caressing his head. “How is your heart?”
“I’m okay” answered Yuto. “Don’t worry”
“But it changes” said Ryosuke while kept hearing Yuto’s hearbeat.
“What changes?”
“Your heart. It’s not your heart, it’s someone else’s heart” said Ryosuke, turned his head to meet Yuto’s eyes.
Yuto was a little bit shocked by Ryosuke’s words. Yeah, it is someone else’s heart. For a few seconds there was a silence. Yuto staring through Ryosuke’s eyes to find in his eyes that he was afraid?
“Ryosuke, what’s wrong?” Yuto asked to Ryosuke while staring at him lovingly, he wondered what made him afraid.
“Yuto-kun, is it okay?”
“It’s okay. If you’re afraid that I will leave you again, then you should not be worry”
“No. That’s not the problem!” Ryosuke said, he shook his head, telling him that it was not what he meant.
“Then, what is it?” Yuto furrowing his eyebrows, he could not understand his boyfriend.
“How about it? How is your heart….for me?”
“Eh?”
“That’s someone else’s heart right? That’s not your heart! Then, how is your heart for me Yuto-kun? Is it gone too? Is it gone too Yuto-kun?” Ryosuke’s words made Yuto stunned for a while. How could Ryosuke think like that? His shocked face was turning to a loving face when he realized Ryosuke’s demanding face. It is full of hope. He was staring deeply into his eyes waiting for Yuto to utter a word.
Yuto was trying so hard not to laugh by his boyfriend cuteness. He pushed Ryosuke from his body, made the shorter sitting while facing him. His hands were touching Ryosuke’s cheeks, then a sincere smile was showed on his face.
“My heart for you.. It’s not gone” Yuto said. “It’s not gone even a bit”
“My heart for you.. I kept it in the deepest part of me. It’s impossible if I lost it, Ryosuke”
Ryosuke staring at Yuto’s eyes, he could see it, he could see Yuto’s honest feeling for him. “Yuto-kun!” Ryosuke threw a hug toward his boyfriend. He was so relieved that Yuto’s heart for him still there. “I love you”
“I love you too Ryosuke” said Yuto while wrapping his arms around his lover’s body. He hugged him so tightly. “I love you so much”
They were hugging each other for who knew how long. Feeling each other presence was the most wonderful feeling for them. It was Ryosuke who pulled his self from Yuto’s embrace.
“Nee, Yuto-kun, I want you to pay your debt to me” said Ryosuke suddenly, after released his body.
“Eh what debt?” asked Yuto confusedly.
“Mou, it’s ‘that’ debt. You said it once in the hospital.” Ryosuke said while smiling so cutely like an innocent girl.
“Ryosuke, I’m sorry, I really can’t remember” Yuto was trying to remember, but he could not find it. “Please, just tell me what”
“Mou, you annoying! You said you want to marry me, Yuto-kun!” Ryosuke’s words made Yuto shocked for the nth times.
“EH! You heard?!”
“Of course” said Ryosuke while pouting his lips again. “Is your heart for me really there? Now I doubt it”
“Eh, please believe me, Ryo-chan~ I will marry you of course! I promise”
“Then, propose me now!”
“Gomen, but I don’t bring the ring”
“Mou, you had dropped my feeling, Yuto-kun! You are the worst!" Ryosuke pouted his lips even more. He was in the mood of wanting to tease Yuto. It was too funny, to see Yuto like that.
“Ehh! Chotto matte Ryo-chan~’ It was so frustrating for Yuto if Ryosuke started having bad mood. He didn’t know that Ryosuke was just trying to tease him.
“Okay! Okay! close your eyes first!” Yuto said and Ryosuke closed his eyes. Waiting, wondering what Yuto would do. In the other side, Yuto was confused what to do. It’ impossible to going home to take the ring, he could not leave Ryosuke.
“Can I open my eyes now?”
“Chotto matte! Just a minute more” Ryosuke could hear Yuto shouted from somewhere not too far away from him. “Okay, open your eyes now..”
Ryosuke opened his eyes slowly, to find Yuto was smiling to him before saying..
“Please marry me Ryosuke” Ryosuke was shocked when Yuto took his right hand and putted a beautiful ring made of sakura petals to his finger.
“What is this?” Ryosuke laughed while seeing the flower ring on his finger. He never thought that Yuto would do something like this.
“It’s our engagement ring” said Yuto simply.
“I can’t believe that I waited for so long only to be proposed with this cheap ring” Ryosuke said, he could not stop himself to laugh even more.
“I shared my heart into that ring” said Yuto. “So what is your answer?”
“Uhm.. Yes. Of course I want to marry you Yuto-kun” said Ryosuke while smiling then throw himself to embraced his-still unofficial fiancée-so tightly.
Yuto put his arms around Ryosuke’s body, hugging him back. How he really want to hug him like this forever. Two years are enough for him to be separated with him. He didn’t want to lose him anymore. Not anymore. Yuto loosened his hold only to see at his lover’s face. He stared straight toward those beautiful eyes lovingly before leaning closer and close the distance between them with a sweet kiss.
“I love you Ryosuke”
The End…
P.S So this is the final part \^o^/ I'm really Sorry for stopping in the middle. Gomenasai :'(
I was confuse with what I should write. I almost gave up, but finally I made it. I realized the changing of my writing style from part one until the last part. At first I would made it in 3 parts, I almost killed Yuto after their first meeting, that's why the title is 'One night' it should be their last night. But, i don't know, how it turned to be chaptered, maybe because some of the readers didn't want me to end it angsty. *LOL XD* I hope I don't disappoint you with this ending :'D
Thank you for those who read my first fanfic until the end.. and thank you for commenting!! \^o^/
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btw, does anyone knows where I can download the subtitle of Yowakutemo katemasu Ep 8 until the last beside in bunnyandclover LJ? I can't find it *crying* I really want to watch it..