One Night (Part 1)
Title : One night
Author : sennz
Pairing : YutoYama
Rating : PG I think (for some kissing scene)
Genre : AU, Romance, angst (maybe), and.. whatever
Summary : Yuto leave Ryosuke without telling him the reason. Until one night they met again and spent the night together. But the next morning he wake up without the taller next to him. What a suck summary
Warning : English is not my native language. Please bear with my grammatical errors and the misspellings. Beside this is my FIRST fanfic, so please forgive me for the suck story. I'm still a newbie.. Thank you :)
“Ryosuke.. do you hear me..?”
I pressed my body against the wall. Hearing his voice made me hugged my knees more tightly. I hate.. I hate him
“Ryosuke, please… I know you’re there..”
My body was shaking hard, I wanna shout, tell him to go and leave me alone. But my tongue felt stiff and I could not say anything, even just one word.
“Please come out…” he said. He begged.
I just stayed silent. Did not care if he kept calling me. I just could not see him anymore. Saying goodbye is only will make me hurt.
“Ryosuke..” he called for the nth times. “Please.. I just wanna say-“
“Go!” I shouted, could no longer restrain myself. “Just leave me... I don’t wanna see you” I said with a sob voice.
“Gomen.. Ryosuke..”
I clenched my hands firmly on my chest, trying to hold the unbearable pain that kept bubbling. It’s hurt. Very hurt.
“Sayonara.. Sayonara Ryosuke”
That was the last thing I heard his voice. I hugged my knees very tightly, burying my face. Let the tears kept flowing endlessly from my eyes.
Please…
Don’t leave me..
Yuto-kun….
XxX
Two years latter…
I step my feet gently on the wet street. It’s already eight at night when I looked my watch on my left wrist. I was so relieved, because all the work had been done, so I didn’t have to stay at my office until midnight like I did the last few days.
That night…
The sound of my shoes accompanying my steps while trying to avoid the clumps of ice from the snow this afternoon. I tighten my coat that I wore to protect myself from the cold breeze in winter like this. I spread my gaze towards the pedestrians around me and without realizing, my eyes already stare to one point that’s so familiar.
When this eyes found what had disappear..
I don’t know what to do…
“Eh?”
My step stopped at the moment.
Several meters in front of me he stand.
Staring at me with the same way I looked at him
Should I..
Approach him?
“Ryosuke..?”
And hug him very tight?
Like what I did two years ago?
“Ryosuke! Matte!”
But..
I run..
Stay away him..
I ran as fast I can, through the crowd of people in front of me. Ignoring all the mockings because of my act. He kept chasing me. And calling my name.
No..
I don’t want to meet him..
I don’t want to see his face..
That’s what I thought when I felt my body being pulled into an embrace. He hugged me from behind. Held me strong, as didn’t want to let me go. I stayed silent for a moment, before realizing that now we were on a quiet place.
“Don’t.. “
“Please don’t run anymore…” he said
I could even felt his breath on my ear as he spoke. Made my body tremble.
The long lost feeling..
One thing that I know, that only he can create it..
The wind blown faster when a train passed not far from the place where I stood. But, I no longer feel the cold..
“Let go of me..” I said coldly.
Those words. Why did I say that?
Isn’t him whom I always expected to come back?
He didn’t care with my words. I could feel his two arms wrapped around my body more tightly, pulling me closer and he leaned his forehead on my shoulder.
“Stay away from me..” my voice trembled.
I couldn’t be honest with myself..
“I won’t” he said.
He loosened his hold and turned me around to face him. I looked down, unable to see him. And didn’t want him to see the clear liquid that has pooled on the corner of my eyes.
“Gomen..” he said.
He lifted up my face. Forcing me, to look straight towards his two eyes.
I feel the same..
with the past feeling..
Without I realize, my tears started flowing. Just by looking at his face only for some second, I can remembered all the memories, every details that had happened between us.
No. Please stop crying..
Isn’t it me alone who didn’t want to meet him at that time..?
Who want him to stay away and just leave me.
He hugged me back tightly.. Very close until I was able to smell his distinctive scent..
Still the same, as it used to. Nothing change.
I could not deny anymore..
I miss him...
I could feel my heart beating so quickly. And blood in my veins seemed to flow many times faster from normal. It had been very long I didn’t feel this feeling.
And now..
“Please, don’t go anymore..” I said. With sobbing voice and hugged him really tight.
That’s what I want..
He stared back to my eyes closely. There is something emmited in there, which I myself didn’t dare to interpret.
A soft smile tugged on that lips, something since long ago always succed to make my heart flutterd at the sight.
“Tonight.., come with me..” he said.
And after that..
I could feel him kissing my lips softly..
Sweet..
Just the same with what we had ever done..
At that moment I know..
That the figure in front of me is not a mere illusion..
To be continued.............
XXX
Hello, this is sennz. Like what I said before, this is my FIRST fanfic. I hope someone who read this happy with what I wrote and mind to give me comment, I'm still very amateur though. I like reading yutoyama fanfics but I barely giving comments, I'm too shy.. because I felt like a stranger for them.. gomenasai T__T. So I hope by writing this ff, I can get more friends, and feel more confident at writing and also of course giving comment to other fanfics because you already know me...
Feel free to add me.. and let's be friend.. :D Yoroshiku!
Author : sennz
Pairing : YutoYama
Rating : PG I think (for some kissing scene)
Genre : AU, Romance, angst (maybe), and.. whatever
Summary : Yuto leave Ryosuke without telling him the reason. Until one night they met again and spent the night together. But the next morning he wake up without the taller next to him. What a suck summary
Warning : English is not my native language. Please bear with my grammatical errors and the misspellings. Beside this is my FIRST fanfic, so please forgive me for the suck story. I'm still a newbie.. Thank you :)
“Ryosuke.. do you hear me..?”
I pressed my body against the wall. Hearing his voice made me hugged my knees more tightly. I hate.. I hate him
“Ryosuke, please… I know you’re there..”
My body was shaking hard, I wanna shout, tell him to go and leave me alone. But my tongue felt stiff and I could not say anything, even just one word.
“Please come out…” he said. He begged.
I just stayed silent. Did not care if he kept calling me. I just could not see him anymore. Saying goodbye is only will make me hurt.
“Ryosuke..” he called for the nth times. “Please.. I just wanna say-“
“Go!” I shouted, could no longer restrain myself. “Just leave me... I don’t wanna see you” I said with a sob voice.
“Gomen.. Ryosuke..”
I clenched my hands firmly on my chest, trying to hold the unbearable pain that kept bubbling. It’s hurt. Very hurt.
“Sayonara.. Sayonara Ryosuke”
That was the last thing I heard his voice. I hugged my knees very tightly, burying my face. Let the tears kept flowing endlessly from my eyes.
Please…
Don’t leave me..
Yuto-kun….
XxX
Two years latter…
I step my feet gently on the wet street. It’s already eight at night when I looked my watch on my left wrist. I was so relieved, because all the work had been done, so I didn’t have to stay at my office until midnight like I did the last few days.
That night…
The sound of my shoes accompanying my steps while trying to avoid the clumps of ice from the snow this afternoon. I tighten my coat that I wore to protect myself from the cold breeze in winter like this. I spread my gaze towards the pedestrians around me and without realizing, my eyes already stare to one point that’s so familiar.
When this eyes found what had disappear..
I don’t know what to do…
“Eh?”
My step stopped at the moment.
Several meters in front of me he stand.
Staring at me with the same way I looked at him
Should I..
Approach him?
“Ryosuke..?”
And hug him very tight?
Like what I did two years ago?
“Ryosuke! Matte!”
But..
I run..
Stay away him..
I ran as fast I can, through the crowd of people in front of me. Ignoring all the mockings because of my act. He kept chasing me. And calling my name.
No..
I don’t want to meet him..
I don’t want to see his face..
That’s what I thought when I felt my body being pulled into an embrace. He hugged me from behind. Held me strong, as didn’t want to let me go. I stayed silent for a moment, before realizing that now we were on a quiet place.
“Don’t.. “
“Please don’t run anymore…” he said
I could even felt his breath on my ear as he spoke. Made my body tremble.
The long lost feeling..
One thing that I know, that only he can create it..
The wind blown faster when a train passed not far from the place where I stood. But, I no longer feel the cold..
“Let go of me..” I said coldly.
Those words. Why did I say that?
Isn’t him whom I always expected to come back?
He didn’t care with my words. I could feel his two arms wrapped around my body more tightly, pulling me closer and he leaned his forehead on my shoulder.
“Stay away from me..” my voice trembled.
I couldn’t be honest with myself..
“I won’t” he said.
He loosened his hold and turned me around to face him. I looked down, unable to see him. And didn’t want him to see the clear liquid that has pooled on the corner of my eyes.
“Gomen..” he said.
He lifted up my face. Forcing me, to look straight towards his two eyes.
I feel the same..
with the past feeling..
Without I realize, my tears started flowing. Just by looking at his face only for some second, I can remembered all the memories, every details that had happened between us.
No. Please stop crying..
Isn’t it me alone who didn’t want to meet him at that time..?
Who want him to stay away and just leave me.
He hugged me back tightly.. Very close until I was able to smell his distinctive scent..
Still the same, as it used to. Nothing change.
I could not deny anymore..
I miss him...
I could feel my heart beating so quickly. And blood in my veins seemed to flow many times faster from normal. It had been very long I didn’t feel this feeling.
And now..
“Please, don’t go anymore..” I said. With sobbing voice and hugged him really tight.
That’s what I want..
He stared back to my eyes closely. There is something emmited in there, which I myself didn’t dare to interpret.
A soft smile tugged on that lips, something since long ago always succed to make my heart flutterd at the sight.
“Tonight.., come with me..” he said.
And after that..
I could feel him kissing my lips softly..
Sweet..
Just the same with what we had ever done..
At that moment I know..
That the figure in front of me is not a mere illusion..
To be continued.............
XXX
Hello, this is sennz. Like what I said before, this is my FIRST fanfic. I hope someone who read this happy with what I wrote and mind to give me comment, I'm still very amateur though. I like reading yutoyama fanfics but I barely giving comments, I'm too shy.. because I felt like a stranger for them.. gomenasai T__T. So I hope by writing this ff, I can get more friends, and feel more confident at writing and also of course giving comment to other fanfics because you already know me...
Feel free to add me.. and let's be friend.. :D Yoroshiku!