Fuck this.
I hate harrison.
I am not going to lie any more, I really hate it. I want to go back to sig.
It's not even the fact that half the people there are retarded or any of the perks that were at sig aren't there. It's just....Harrison is so depressing. I am geez, no one can just talk to anyone, we have to be in the same social status. What about people, who don't have a certain social status? For example...oooohhh...ME?! Some kid in my spanish class actually had the nerve to ask me I was goth because of the fact I wore chucks to class ONCE. JESUS!!!! WHAT ARE YOU SMOKING?! SOMEONE CAN WEAR A PAIR OF ALL-STARS AND NOT BE GOTH/PUNK/EMO/ ANY OTHER FUCKING GENRE!!!!!!!!! Gosh. I mean, honestly, do i come off goth? I don't think so. I wore black sweat pants and a black t-shirt and the same kid asked me AGAIN if i was goth. Next time he asks me that i swear to God I am just going to say "yes, I am. i drink cat's blood, i LOOOVVVE hot topic, and i have lots of sex with whips." I go to church (not as often as I used to granted), I don't smoke, drink do drugs, don't have sex. I am a GOOD KID. I lie to my parents so i can spend longer than three hours with my boyfriend, that's about the extent of it. Why am I being shoved off like this? I haven't gone to school for three days straight solely on the fact that i can't stand it. I tried to lie to myself and say "it's ok, It's not so bad. I can get used to this" BUT I CAN'T. I tried to think up reasons why I should hate sig. But for everyday I walk through harrisons halls, those reasons quickly diminish. I can't stand going to a school where everyone is just so rude to everyone else for no reason. I accidentally run into someone in the hallway and suddenly you are a bitch or a slut or a cunt. You look at someone for a second and then all of the sudden you a dyke or a bitch who wants to "start sumfin'" THIS IS BULL SHIT!!!!!!!! I just want to go back to where I was comfortable. Where I didn't feel like I had to impress anyone. I want to go back to sig.
I am not going to lie any more, I really hate it. I want to go back to sig.
It's not even the fact that half the people there are retarded or any of the perks that were at sig aren't there. It's just....Harrison is so depressing. I am geez, no one can just talk to anyone, we have to be in the same social status. What about people, who don't have a certain social status? For example...oooohhh...ME?! Some kid in my spanish class actually had the nerve to ask me I was goth because of the fact I wore chucks to class ONCE. JESUS!!!! WHAT ARE YOU SMOKING?! SOMEONE CAN WEAR A PAIR OF ALL-STARS AND NOT BE GOTH/PUNK/EMO/ ANY OTHER FUCKING GENRE!!!!!!!!! Gosh. I mean, honestly, do i come off goth? I don't think so. I wore black sweat pants and a black t-shirt and the same kid asked me AGAIN if i was goth. Next time he asks me that i swear to God I am just going to say "yes, I am. i drink cat's blood, i LOOOVVVE hot topic, and i have lots of sex with whips." I go to church (not as often as I used to granted), I don't smoke, drink do drugs, don't have sex. I am a GOOD KID. I lie to my parents so i can spend longer than three hours with my boyfriend, that's about the extent of it. Why am I being shoved off like this? I haven't gone to school for three days straight solely on the fact that i can't stand it. I tried to lie to myself and say "it's ok, It's not so bad. I can get used to this" BUT I CAN'T. I tried to think up reasons why I should hate sig. But for everyday I walk through harrisons halls, those reasons quickly diminish. I can't stand going to a school where everyone is just so rude to everyone else for no reason. I accidentally run into someone in the hallway and suddenly you are a bitch or a slut or a cunt. You look at someone for a second and then all of the sudden you a dyke or a bitch who wants to "start sumfin'" THIS IS BULL SHIT!!!!!!!! I just want to go back to where I was comfortable. Where I didn't feel like I had to impress anyone. I want to go back to sig.