Boys- Is It Possible To Understand Them?
Everything changes.
I am so beyond confused right now.
Something just happened and I don't think it's sunk in yet..
Emylle is the WEIRDEST boy I know. Honestly- I don't know where I'm supposed to put myself with him.
He's been acting UBER weird lately, ever since Wednesday when he got back from his brothers & sister's school production..
[ REWIND ]
THURSDAY PM:
- I was in such a GOOD mood that day but apparently he was in a bad mood so he picked a fight with me that night. LOL. First time I realized that he IS human and not-so-perfect.
- Went to sleep a little annoyed at him.
FRIDAY AM:
- Woke up from a txt saying sorry he was all cranky the night before. *So I thought everything was back to normal*
- I told my MOM about him. I told her everything that I knew about him and she says that he SHOULD come over. And that she'd take care of my DAD for me. LOL -- I LOVE HER.
She seems interested about him, though- she would still LOVE Joseph *Nino* (my escort, DEB) for me. LOL
- Worked 3-10:15PM
- Emylle called me at about 11:55PM and I said that I told my mom about him, he seemed happy about it.
SATURDAY AM:
This is where things changed.
At 12AM on the dot--
He said "Cam, I have something to say- and you're not allowed to say no"
CAMIE: "uhm... What?"
EMYLLE: "GIRLFRIEND NA KITA HA.." (trans: you're my gf now okay...)
-- LIKE I HAD A CHOICE?
I did say NO though.
I mean, I've known him for what- 2weeks? And he expects me to say yes? WTF.
After that, he stopped talking to me. And then at 12:15 said "Bye na" and hung up.
YES, HE HUNG UP ON ME. No 'i love you', like usual or 'i'll see you later at arianne's'
I didn't even get a chance to ASK if he'd be at Arianne's later... ARGGHH
He just HUNG UP.
He said it today because it's the 6TH. And I told him once about how I wanted to have an anniversary on the 6TH.
Though, I never said that it would be the 6TH of SEPTEMBER, 2008. Next year MAYBE, but not now.
And he knows that. I told him to give me 2YEARS. AND HE AGREED!
So what the hell is going on now?
Though, he MAY just be kidding. I don't know...
Like I said, I am so beyond confused. And a little annoyed because if he isn't kidding- he's turning out like every other guy.
Do all guys feel the need to start relationships QUICKLY?
Aren't there ANY guys left that don't mind taking things SLOW?! My GOODNESS.
If he turns out like every other guy- and I just told my MOM about him for no reason, I WILL SHOOT SOMEONE.
Why is God doing this to me?
I thought He'd answered my prayers,
or did I just build this guy up to be good as perfect in my mind only to be left a little more than disappointed..?
Is he really TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE?