[21:55] self: so i should be working ( Read more... )

(instead of just making oblique references to it.)

was just out to dinner with Fate and Nishaant. bit of a tradition throughout undergrad, but i have no idea when we'll be able to do it again. Fate and i are graduating and she doesn't know what she's doing next year because her amazingly awesome plan to teach at the Asian University for Women fell ( Read more... )

i've never wanted to stand on a mountain with anyone but myself.

(it's not that i've never loved. just that i never envision the things i want for myself as something able to be shared.)

code monkey just waiting for now, / code monkey say someday, somehowso the girl is all "i miss actually talking to you" because i've been stupid busy with life being one giant fucking accretion disk approaching the point of singularity known as gradu-fucking-ation, so chances of interacting with me are really fucking random but mostly on the side ( Read more... )

so sly (roomie) is performing at the south east asian cultural night, so jake and i are there to cheer her on and acquire footage for later mocking as per usual. this time, we have the addition of my little brother. (ten years old, pretty much my favorite person ever to exist. i never get to see him as i don't have v. much contact with my family ( Read more... )

so, HYPOTHETICALLY SPEAKING, say that one had never been to a lesbian bar (except for that one time that doesn't count because it was post break-up and not a time of emotional availability) and this was thought by all to be tragic, and thus was remedied by tagging along with friends with cars to the nearest one an hour away in an effort to be ( Read more... )

( not an actual entry, just psychobabble )

-in Sex and the City (class w Gayle Rubin), we talked about masturbation and public/privacy and porn. i contributed my childhood confusion about bikinis and underwear.

-in Feminist Thought, I AM WAXING PHILOSOPHICAL (and postcolonial/3rd wave feminist) about SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE. *happy*
( ETA: and then i sort of almost made someone cry...oops )

i think i'm going a little bit crazy ( Read more... )

trying to get things out of my head so i can focus on homework.

( dream that led to ruminating on childhood, cut for tl;dr )