Nov 23, 2006 19:41
Okay... it's just a surprise party and I'm a paranoid loser.
We're all just going to relax and party and it'll be fun. Now that I have calmed down, I have thought of the main reason that I am going (other than being invited) - the munchies! Woot! Let's hear it for the food! And alcohol. Just like many other family gatherings. :)
It will be fun. I will not let my social anxieties and unjustified paranoia control my thoughts and actions! Easier said then done, but still...
I am okay now. I will be okay.
Calmness...