i love the rain =)
well its about damn time i update my fucking journal. it's 2 in the morning and im chillin' online listening to some ill tunes in my candle lit room looking at my baby on my web cam =) im not that tired but im getting there. i should be up for a little while.
Its raining. yay! i love the rain, i dont know why i do, but i do. its just so relaxing and soothing and it makes me feel good. i love it especially when im sleeping cuz the trickling water is soothing like a yoga tape or some shit lol its nice.
so about today. gina did good today, well kinda ;x i woke up at 12:00 in the afternoon and chilled a little and came online ; just how it always is. i talked to some of the homies, and commented a little more..cuz i did alot last night and didnt get to finish cuz you people write 5000 entries lol but its ok i think i got to all of them. and if i didnt, i sorry =)
So anyways, i waited till about 2:00 to call Sean to see if he was awake. and he was =) so we talked and decided we were gonna find food and meet online so thats what went down. we talked till about 4:30 // 5:00 i dont really remember the time. but he went out to chill with Fay and i just sat here like a bump on a log. i listened to Staind and just balled my eyes out for no reason. I dont even know why i cry half the time. im so fucking emotional ;x oh well. but anyways, he left. ;[
so i called jess to see what she was doin' cuz i hadnt talked to her since before i left for jersey. she didnt pick up the phone but 5 seconds later my phone rings and guess who? jessica. mhm. so anyways we talked for a little and she tells ME that my DAD was just chillin' over her house w/ her dad. what the fuck is that? i mean im glad they're friends, but damn. goes over my friends house to chill with her dad, riight. oh well so we talked and my dad was tryin' to tell me bout his chillin' with Wayne ( jess's dad ) and i cant pay attention to two people at once so i shut my door and jess told me to come over, and since i had nothing better to do..i got dressed and walked my big ass all the way to her house.
It took me awhile cuz i was taking my sweet ass time. aint nobody gonna rush me, you know. so anyways when i finally go there this bitch i HATE was there. mhmm. whut the fuck?! she was only there to pick up some shit she left at jess's but wtf dont come in contact with a girl like me, especially if i hate you. shortly after her ranting about how she likes Chevelle, she left. thank fucking christ. i couldnt stand having her there. looking at her face, i just wanna punch her. shes in 7th or 8th grade too. oy! damn little bitches.
so anyways when she left, we put in Armageddon (sp?) i dunno. seeing that ive seen that movie so many times and i own it..it just wasnt a great experiance. fun, but dull. we ate three different kinda of popcorn. caramel, butter, and cheese. yummyness. but we watched that and she kept calling everyone and their mothers. and their mothers mother. christ, if your gonna have someone over, why call everyone on the planet?
so i ended up talking to her ex boyfriend on the phone. cuz she was on the other phone with some redneck. oh well, we watched the movie and i left about 8:00 because i was booored. i had my daddy pick me up, and he did..and i came home and cleaned my room a little bit, i dunno why. just felt like cleanin. so i did that for about and hour and then Sean called me and we talked. ;]<33
I ate my dinner at midnight. goodness, potroast and string beans with potatoes and carrots =) yummers. i didnt finish my room. i hate cleaning my room ; theres no point in it. it's not even like im told to clean my room.. my dad has never told me to clean my room, i just choose to do it. maybe im psycho. well i am heh but oh well s'all good.
ok well im gonna update this shit because it is now, 3:02 in the morning and i have nothing more to say. imma go talk to my baby and listen to some more music. everyone have a good friday =) mucho clown love. holler at a homie!@#
PS ; everyone go give some lovin' to my girl satisfying she's not feeling so good and i want her to feel better. b`anne i luv u and i hope you're feeling better <333
PPS ; also give some lovin' to my undies buddy. xsarah1x no reason, just because she's a cool cat in my book ;]<33
-baby gina<3
sean you're wonderful. i love you<33
Its raining. yay! i love the rain, i dont know why i do, but i do. its just so relaxing and soothing and it makes me feel good. i love it especially when im sleeping cuz the trickling water is soothing like a yoga tape or some shit lol its nice.
so about today. gina did good today, well kinda ;x i woke up at 12:00 in the afternoon and chilled a little and came online ; just how it always is. i talked to some of the homies, and commented a little more..cuz i did alot last night and didnt get to finish cuz you people write 5000 entries lol but its ok i think i got to all of them. and if i didnt, i sorry =)
So anyways, i waited till about 2:00 to call Sean to see if he was awake. and he was =) so we talked and decided we were gonna find food and meet online so thats what went down. we talked till about 4:30 // 5:00 i dont really remember the time. but he went out to chill with Fay and i just sat here like a bump on a log. i listened to Staind and just balled my eyes out for no reason. I dont even know why i cry half the time. im so fucking emotional ;x oh well. but anyways, he left. ;[
so i called jess to see what she was doin' cuz i hadnt talked to her since before i left for jersey. she didnt pick up the phone but 5 seconds later my phone rings and guess who? jessica. mhm. so anyways we talked for a little and she tells ME that my DAD was just chillin' over her house w/ her dad. what the fuck is that? i mean im glad they're friends, but damn. goes over my friends house to chill with her dad, riight. oh well so we talked and my dad was tryin' to tell me bout his chillin' with Wayne ( jess's dad ) and i cant pay attention to two people at once so i shut my door and jess told me to come over, and since i had nothing better to do..i got dressed and walked my big ass all the way to her house.
It took me awhile cuz i was taking my sweet ass time. aint nobody gonna rush me, you know. so anyways when i finally go there this bitch i HATE was there. mhmm. whut the fuck?! she was only there to pick up some shit she left at jess's but wtf dont come in contact with a girl like me, especially if i hate you. shortly after her ranting about how she likes Chevelle, she left. thank fucking christ. i couldnt stand having her there. looking at her face, i just wanna punch her. shes in 7th or 8th grade too. oy! damn little bitches.
so anyways when she left, we put in Armageddon (sp?) i dunno. seeing that ive seen that movie so many times and i own it..it just wasnt a great experiance. fun, but dull. we ate three different kinda of popcorn. caramel, butter, and cheese. yummyness. but we watched that and she kept calling everyone and their mothers. and their mothers mother. christ, if your gonna have someone over, why call everyone on the planet?
so i ended up talking to her ex boyfriend on the phone. cuz she was on the other phone with some redneck. oh well, we watched the movie and i left about 8:00 because i was booored. i had my daddy pick me up, and he did..and i came home and cleaned my room a little bit, i dunno why. just felt like cleanin. so i did that for about and hour and then Sean called me and we talked. ;]<33
I ate my dinner at midnight. goodness, potroast and string beans with potatoes and carrots =) yummers. i didnt finish my room. i hate cleaning my room ; theres no point in it. it's not even like im told to clean my room.. my dad has never told me to clean my room, i just choose to do it. maybe im psycho. well i am heh but oh well s'all good.
ok well im gonna update this shit because it is now, 3:02 in the morning and i have nothing more to say. imma go talk to my baby and listen to some more music. everyone have a good friday =) mucho clown love. holler at a homie!@#
PS ; everyone go give some lovin' to my girl satisfying she's not feeling so good and i want her to feel better. b`anne i luv u and i hope you're feeling better <333
PPS ; also give some lovin' to my undies buddy. xsarah1x no reason, just because she's a cool cat in my book ;]<33
-baby gina<3
sean you're wonderful. i love you<33