What's up. If your reading this, then it's a good chance you know me. If that's so, then most likely we call each other friend. It's been a very long season, friend. I have been in a place of re-thinking and re-structuring all I know of Life, God, Love, Service, People, Relationships and just about EVERYTHING ELSE! I drove myself to the edge of the ( Read more... )

I feel it. Inside my very being lies a desire for something deeper, something real, something explosive. It burns in my soul, this desire for God's Holy Spirit. I am desperate. It eats at me and gnaws at me from the inside. It causes pain that I can't describe. But...I dont want to quench this fire. No, not that at all. I want to feed it and feed ( Read more... )

The days confuse me. I feel a pull, a struggle, something trying to birth itself. I search pages and faces for answers, but the one place I know I will find them, the throne of Heaven, I neglect. My spirit is distraught as seeds force themselves through the soil of my soul. The growing season is here. But what have I planted? What is now growing in ( Read more... )

Well, my beloved in Internet land, my year of DI class is finished. There is still a trip to Mexico in July, but all the classroom action has ceased. truly I am thankful as I am a little burnt out from class, but am sorrowful from the loss of a regular meeting time with all of my fellow disciples. I have truly made some great friends and learned ( Read more... )

Well now, it has been quite some time since I wrote in you, internet journal. i fell like I have much to say and nothing at all. Funny how the mind and heart go back and forth from "feeling" full to "feeling" empty. I think both ( Read more... )

"How is it that people who are quite obviously eaten up with Pride can say they believe in God and appear to themselves very religous? I am afraid it means they are worshipping an imaginary God. They theoretically admit themselves to be nothing in the presence of this phantm God, but are relly all the time imagining how He approves of them and ( Read more... )

To everyone reading this as of right now, the house is clean, the music is good and the tea is refreshing. the weather is pleasant (though a bit dreary) and the Lord loves me immensely, extravigantly and relentlessly. I might as well admit it. Wild horses couldn't keep Him away. My darkness, rebellion, stubborness, weakness, location, financial ( Read more... )

So, I realize that many of you may want to know about my life. Ok ok everyone wants to know, I cant help my overwhelming popularity...(or my pride) (thems jokes ( Read more... )

So, work has been really hard lately. I posted on this earlier and that night did not compare with last night, as far as difficulty. So I am wondering, "Why ( Read more... )