i forgot to write about this,
but bars are the closest form of tyranny to me now that I am twenty one.
most bouncers should be bum fucked in prison.
their brain fillets can't muster up enough intellect to make a decision.

VIVA Bobby!! and his nobility

i hate to see it go.
In california, one really doesn't see fall go.
Though in the depths of the pools of asphalt,
in congregated, concrete, characterless planters
one may discover some maple trees to adore,
shielding the configurations of stucco structures.
sweaters are going, onto coats.


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i was born an ivory sheep
amongst black ones.

they bring utter shame to the names they bear.

i hold over them an umbrella,
while they stand in the rain.

saving bumble bees
from the depths of the swimming pool
with this compassion, i am stung.

i need you.
shunned me wings.
my heart is finally dead.

sometimes i sit and watch people talk,
and wonder if anyone on the planet has any type of common sense.
I wonder if people ever think...
"shit! i better wrap this up and get to thinkin' before
this person thinks i'm an even bigger idiot"
I don't know, but in my experience,
it never happens.

well, today i officially filled out my papers for my new job at GLORIA JEANS coffee shop in the Brea Mall. I love coffee, I'm working with my friend Dahlia who wants to move to the East Coast soon, and i am pushing to make lots of money to move back to NY. YAYAYAYAY!!! I start on Tuesday ( Read more... )

life is so depressing lately. I don't want to live here and i feel torn between wanting to be in NY, but I know i'll miss my family. I know that i don't get along with them, and i rarely even see them. Still there's something that hurts to neglect them. I worry about them, i feel like i keep them together, and that hurts. However, Los Angeles ( Read more... )

so the pope died, if you didn't hear ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night that i lived in the woods, and there were a bunch of weird people that lived there. They didn't speak english, and i was pregnant, and it was weird, because it felt so much that i was pregnant, that i felt how what i imagine a woman feels like when she's pregnant. I felt like i wasn't alone. Like no matter what happens ( Read more... )

MY NOVEMBER GUEST ( Read more... )

The rain in spain ( Read more... )