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I'm sorry I havn't been around as much lately
There's been alot of things happening in my life
I feel restless again and it's only getting worse
Here you read before you a surgical disection of my mind
All of my thoughts and dreams are in front of me and you
I feel as if everyone were so much more open and not afraid
to seperate yourself from other people and realize who you are and will be
I have alot of time to think lately, I have extremely long nights of frustration
only to wake up to a long morning of trying to keep your mind off of everything that happens
in my days and nights
I have alot of fun with my friends, and I can almost swear for everyday that I've been sheltered from
everyone that I had normally been around at one time I had really remembered alot of my past which i'm
very, very thoughtful of. I believe i've learned things that not just the average person can come across
or ever imagine. I dont like to think too far ahead of myself but at times like these I cannot help it.
I have so much on my chest, my mind and the only real motivation to express myself is right here, right now.
Sometimes, I had just want to close my eyes and craft realities and the way things should be in my mind, and how things could be if someone would just stop and take the small time out of your day to sit down and sway in the winds of an enflamed, blue sky filled with oxygen, something we could not live without.
A need, you can't live without something you need, right? I don't need alot of things
As funny as thought sounds coming from me, as you're really listening to me and yourself I am still looking for the things that I need, that complete me and make me whole again.
I havn't had a time to write like this in a while and I can't make any promises it will be real soon after this. I have to do a few things to get my own computer working. Until then...
There's been alot of things happening in my life
I feel restless again and it's only getting worse
Here you read before you a surgical disection of my mind
All of my thoughts and dreams are in front of me and you
I feel as if everyone were so much more open and not afraid
to seperate yourself from other people and realize who you are and will be
I have alot of time to think lately, I have extremely long nights of frustration
only to wake up to a long morning of trying to keep your mind off of everything that happens
in my days and nights
I have alot of fun with my friends, and I can almost swear for everyday that I've been sheltered from
everyone that I had normally been around at one time I had really remembered alot of my past which i'm
very, very thoughtful of. I believe i've learned things that not just the average person can come across
or ever imagine. I dont like to think too far ahead of myself but at times like these I cannot help it.
I have so much on my chest, my mind and the only real motivation to express myself is right here, right now.
Sometimes, I had just want to close my eyes and craft realities and the way things should be in my mind, and how things could be if someone would just stop and take the small time out of your day to sit down and sway in the winds of an enflamed, blue sky filled with oxygen, something we could not live without.
A need, you can't live without something you need, right? I don't need alot of things
As funny as thought sounds coming from me, as you're really listening to me and yourself I am still looking for the things that I need, that complete me and make me whole again.
I havn't had a time to write like this in a while and I can't make any promises it will be real soon after this. I have to do a few things to get my own computer working. Until then...