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[screamingsirens]

This morning... I had a revelation of thoughts and chains of them. Pouring into my mind like milk into a cerial bowl. I had figured and realized the way that I opinionate people on my part. I had noticed that some people expressions are more highly extreme than others. When a certain person like that is trying to express a certain feeling, you mostly notice it in their facial expressions. Keep in mind, that every person is naturally self-conscious. We have standards in society to look up to and we have to meet them or not be a part of society at all (which seems very impossible because without communication through the society, you would not be able to live unless it were un-civilized and lonely. Society: when I think of this word, I think of social, socialness, no one has the choice not to be. To be around any person is being social. I know it sounds sort-of rediculous to say but I can get a very good description of someone in my head if I just pay close attention to the hesitations, stutters, gulps, eye directions, voice tones, mouth movements, touch, sound. I like to have this idea of someone and bet myself later that my guess of who they were was a rather good one or right on the dot. As of lately, i've been noticing alot of things about certain people. Mostly, I had noticed things that had caused me to feel discomfort and un-easyness. Most of these things being from people that I know or thought I knew... I stress that it's good to know who your closer friends are rather than just friends. Quite honestly, I don't know what I do to deserve some of the things that I just take and push aside (at the moment). To give much more than a shit than this would be a waste of time and breath. Caps off and bottles up, let's forget this little thing called reality. Nothing but love ( FOR ALL ), Matt Matthew Matt(hew teh fack givez a shite?) (( )) (( )) (( )) (( )) (( )) ( ( ) ) (( )) (( )) \ ¨ / | | /=)/ | | /=(/ | | \ /=|/ (( )) (( )) | O | (( )) (( )) \ \/=D/ /\/\/\\ \ =x/ /-------\ /=)/ (( )) (_________) (( )) /=(/ /=|/