I've noticed a direct correlation between the amount of time I spend alone and the the amount of time I spend writing...

I guess this is unfortunate in a few ways but at least I'm not alone much anymore.

Florida has been amazing and I just need to say that last night was the best night of my entire life.  I can't speak of it anymore because it's mine... all mine (and my astrotwin's).  I don't want to go home really... but at least I'm going back to my fat white cat and OSU football.

Oh, Mike is perfect.  Perfect, perfect.. and I am his.  One year on ( Read more... )

This is the second time I have been in Florida since Mike died... but the first time was just for his funeral.  I have been trying not to dwell on his absence, but it has been killing me inside nonetheless.  It's hard to let go of such a wonderful part of my life.. and all of the things that only he and I shared.  I can't help but want to stay out ( Read more... )

Rain falls on everyone
The same old rain
And I'm just trying to
Walk with you
Between the raindrops
I send my echo out
To get your love without
Obscured reflections of

My love

Hold me closer,

I'm loving this.

We've been through so much, it'd be a shame to let you go now.  I cannot deny that this beautiful weather makes me miss you more.

Happy Summer everyone.

Two exams done... two more to go.  Amanda and I are getting trashed Thursday night when this is all over, starting with happy hour.  Oh happy hour, marking the beginning of my week and a half break from school.. vacation in Outerbanks and Bonnaroo.  It's pretty much impossible for me to be pissed any longer.

I'd like to close my eyes, go numb
but ( Read more... )

Enough bitching.  I love summer.

It's called environment, 
It's called life experience..
I sometimes wish that his were mine,

but how can you truly appreciate the beauty of light,
if you've never been left in total darkness?

How ridiculous:
I am a golden child, 
and I know how it feels to die.
Some things never change,
and I am exactly the same, 
just a little older.

"I need you to understand,
I can't be happy ALL THE TIME.. but
I am happy,
I am satisfied,
I am proud and ambitious,
I am strong...
and I...... always have been this way"

How do you think I made it this far?

You have ( Read more... )