Comments | scornedvow: Finale

scornedvow

Finale

Nov 22, 2004 20:05

It is completely over now. 6 months and it's gone now. No turning back like all the other times. I'm relieved and pained at the same time. I feel freer that I have in months, yet I feel empty inside. I'm going to be ok though. I knew this would happen eventually, and I knew that things would end like this. I just didn't expect it so soon. I know I ( Read more... )

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I'm not sure if you're talking to me. broknkeeper November 22 2004, 20:33:52 UTC

If you are, then this is my response. if not, stop reading now ( ... )

Re: I'm not sure if you're talking to me. scornedvow November 23 2004, 02:03:42 UTC

I wasn't speaking to you about the solitude part but I still read on ( ... )

Re: I'm not sure if you're talking to me. scornedvow November 23 2004, 02:17:00 UTC

if i dont catch you online today, i wish you a happy birthday sweetheart. now ur of legal age where you are accountable for your own actions. dont do anything i wouldnt do and have a spantastic day :)

Re: I'm not sure if you're talking to me. americanineu November 23 2004, 11:37:39 UTC

I have very mixed reactions to your latest.. Saddened by your emptiness/sadness, glad that the rough spots are now behind you.. you have a fresh start, and you can go anywhere and do anything that *you* want now.. My xmas package for you lacks some creativity, but perhaps I'll hold on until I get it just right.. perhaps a birthday box.. hmm.. (grins) anyway, I hope to get to talk to you soon.. keep an ear out for the phone! (wink!) Take care, stay safe, ALWAYS have fun, and I'll talk to you soon!!!

ALWAYS and forever,
Tom

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from Jim about digging the ocean... anonymous November 27 2004, 08:11:31 UTC

a hole in the water
after all this mental and emotional anguish and pain for the Nth time, you ended up begging him back. I dont know what is going through your head and heart but I wonder why you havent written anything new on your journal. You probably are ashamed to let everybody know that once again are in this self-destructive relationship which totally alienates evetybody who knows you. For 2 days, you were the old Kat and I was so glad to have you back. Thats why I was angry with you, because I was seeing a strong Kat, a person I liked, making jokes and laughing and fun and self confident and you gave in to him, who is an arrogant selfish power freak. You went through the process of breaking up, told everybody it was over for good (again) and you ended up begging back this person which claims he loves you but has not yet proved it with any actions. If there is something I've learnt in this life is that words dont prove love, actions do.

Re: from Jim about digging the ocean... scornedvow November 27 2004, 13:55:20 UTC

Ashamed? Excuse me if I've been a bit busy in the past few days to tell everyone that I am once again in this self-destructive relationship which totally alienates evetybody who knows you ( ... )