I'm not sure if you know this but you make me smile a lot more.
I didn't think that was possible but you do.

I've come to conclusion that slowly backing away from him is my best option. I've become too dependent on his attention or our daily conversations. It took me a while to finally realize that besides feeling a bit giddy, I'm not reaping any concrete rewards from this situation. There's a lot of 'talk' going on but no action. I feel like I'm stuck in ( Read more... )

I've had a relatively shitty week... or maybe it just seems that way because I've been in a crappy mood today. This will pass in time I guess. For some reason I have this burning anger inside of me. It's a build up of multiple things: people's stupidity, my own short comings, the pitch black skys at 430pm, the end of semester stresses... It's all ( Read more... )

I’m seriously questioning my choices in men… and the use irrational logic on the most part. Sooooo as a coping mechanism for my inconsistencies, I’m blaming it on the lack of appropriate options. Yes, yes.

I honestly don't know. Maybe it's the lack of braces, the new hair colour, the natural hair I got going on??? Whatever it is, I've been getting a lot more male attention than I'm used to. And I'm embarassed to say that I have no idea why this is happening or how to respond to it. I guess that the full burst of confidence that comes with the ( Read more... )

I probably say this every year but I feel a lot different this time, more confident almost. I feel a bit more pressure than before as well, more responsibilites (I'm a part of 2 club exec teams, student mentor, med school apps). But also I feel more positive that something new will come out of all of this. School started monday for me and I've been ( Read more... )

You're all around me, underneath me.
Why?

2009 Resolutions Update!

• Become active in a club and be part of the executive team. Yay! Shutterbugs, the photography club.
  
• Not yell at my sister everytime she needs help with math/ science. LOL Soooorrry Jess.
  
• Visit Montreal or just somewhere outside of the GTA or Durham Region and preferably in a different province at least. Yeahh I realized that ( Read more... )

Okay so I may not know a lot about 'love' but I think it's ridiculous for any girl to sit and wait for a guy that puts her second. Making you think that you're the only girl in his life until he's forced to tell the truth. That's manipulative and down right dirty. Why would even want to take him back after that? Why would you even give him the ( Read more... )

Where art thou? I feel like I'm missing out on something here ( Read more... )