Am I
Am I waiting for something that will not be
Or am I just jumping trough hoops for no reason
Am I stopping at the stop sign before looking
Will my time be worth it
Can I truly love and be loved back
Forsaken by the fears around me
Truth lies deep inside of me
Rejected more than once
Slipping here
Slipping there
Words flying out of my finger tips
As if there is no more control
Do I want to do this
Is there a chance for me
That's the only question I want an answer to now
No rather I need to know
So I can be there just as a friend
It may be hard
Hearing the I miss yous
Feeling the hugs
Knowing once I had that sweet embrace
That passionate kiss
That will be no more
Fever runs through me
Like a storm runs through us
Maybe I'm cursed
Or is it this relationship
Why do you call me your girl
When I am not really so
Not anymore
I'm just the girl that feel in love with you
And is willing to wait
But if you expect me to do all these things
Then I want you to do things as well
I just want to know
I just need to know now
Do I at least have a fighting chance?
Or am I just hoping?