feeling her lips

[schmerz_pain]

i feel her lips upon mine
we shouldn't be doing this
or so i say out loud
we have till after the wedding
my heart skips a beat

it always does when
she whispers into my ear
or rather even when i
feel her soft sweet lips on mine
my body shakes

I can feel it
her passion
her tenderness
her love and care
even if its different

feeling her lips
remind me what i'm fighting for
to me its real
it won't go away
i know what i need

i know what she needs
if she falls i need to be there
i need to be dependable and reliable
i need not to faulter
i need to be stable in more ways than one

feeling those lips
touching mine
her tongue upon mine
i know
this is real