Nov 21, 2004 15:49
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BITHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR LEX
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
it was nice. last night/early this morning. people came over. people beat me up. people made me laugh. person made me happy. i got a hug. and kissed. and felt special. it still makes me feel weird, the way he makes me feel special. we're still like a dirty little secret, yet none of that seems to matter as long as i get to pretend he is mine.
i wonder how mason is. and i wonder if he remembers my birthday. but he had a bad memory, so probably not. i got 50 dollars from my uncle, which is weird. but i got the one thing i wanted. well. 3 things. the perks of being a wallflower - from my cousin. skittles - from kerk. and to be happy - from nick. it was a good day. now i'm going to pass out.