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more to remember
On the subject of Weddings ( Read more... ) -
because this was too long for twitter
reason and logic says this is completely wrong, but emotional me truly believes that she's hated and says you know what, just fuck you. you're a lying mcliar pants and you just hate my guts and you're leading me on so that i don't curl up and die or something. WELL SCREW YOU, because I went a whole year without you and it sucked but i did it and I ( Read more... ) -
and I said to myself, SELF
The self-sufficient ones in life are the happiest. Others will always let you down and anger you. They will never be pleased with what you do. I may be alone, but I rely on myself for my happiness- and how do you let yourself down? Only if you decide to be unhappy. I might be alone, but I am strong in myself and content. -
hell with this
It's two in the morning. I'm exhausted. I've had a really long and trying week. There is something out there, just beyond my reach, but if I look toward it, I can see bits and pieces of it. I am terrified- I don't want to see. I want for nothing but ignorance. There comes a point in one's life, many points, more like, when you will step back and ( Read more... ) -
change of heart
I think I'd like a guy like Ranger. He wouldn't mind if I had a weapons collection. He would probably buy the weapons FOR me. He probably wouldn't mind that I can be mean. He would let me get a whale tattooed on my shoulder and be proud of me.
I don't care if he thinks I'm crazy. I think I'm crazy. I'd get to get all dressed up on occasion. I ( Read more... ) -
okidoooookey then.
Visions are damn weird. Just putting that out there.
I'm walking out of my Gov test and going to the doctor, and suddenly (despite the fact that its snowing and like, maybe -5) it is summer, and Jon and I have reconciled, probably for like 2 weeks, tops, and he asks me to marry him. AND I SAY YES. >< "Marry in haste, repent at leisure. Why the ( Read more... ) -
somehow
Somehow, I know you left- yesterday or today. I don't know if you wanted to tell me, or think you did in your own way. I'm in too much pain to really notice anything outside of me right now, my love. But I hear music, and it speaks to me. It speaks to me, but I do not know what it means...
Somewhere, beyond the sea ( Read more... ) -
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Tiger hit the nail on the head ( Read more... ) -
The light at the end of... something.
Yeah, I'm on a Nightwish kick. Sue me. =p (Please don't ( Read more... )